dreams (h.s)

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estella's pov.

everything was frozen. time did not exist; life on earth did not exist. except i. i was invincible, running freely in the woods, the wind hitting my face as i sped up. the burn in my legs pushed me further and further, and soon, i saw the clearing. but suddenly, i wasn't alone. a massive amount of people filled the space from where i was standing all the way to the entrance of the clearing. there was no possible way for me to reach my destination. i was being pushed and shoved, as i tried so desperately to reach the opening. but why? why did i need to get there so badly? i could not remember, but it didn't matter. actually, that wasn't the reason why i was in the woods. i was in the forest because HE was going to be there. and HE was there beside me the whole time. and i loved him with every single fibre of my being. i adored him. and i wished so dearly, that he wasn't just a character from my dream. i wished he was a part of my reality. and soon, i came to realize, that he had, in fact, always been. but i was just too blind to notice.
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this sucks

-t ♡