Love Triangle: Bellarke

Underestimated

Clarke POV:
After the whole Kane situation, I went for a drink. I killed this lifeguard, since it's still summer season he's still lifeguarding. He wasn't as tasty as he was hot but he was fairly good. I burned his body so don't worry.

When I got home, a letter was on my bed and it was from my mother.

It read:
"Clarke, I heard what you did to Kane at Grounders Diner. I am not going to do anything but tell you how worthless you are and how no one loves you. No one loves you. Your father never loved you, your brother never loved you, I never loved you. Lexa only used you to make her ex girlfriend jealous, Wells only used you for sex and who knows what other horrible relationships you've been in. You no longer live in this house. You are the daughter I never wanted nor ever loved. You have until 6 AM tomorrow to leave my house and never return.

Signed, Abby Griffin."

After I read that, anger, rage, sadness and frustration had filled my body but I did not have the energy to do anything but sit and silently sob in my room.

Flashback:
"I just officially got told I was nothing." I say to myself and I start to silently sob.

A few minutes later, I heard the doorbell ring. I wipe my tears away and I walk over to the front door and I open it. Bellamy and Octavia?

"What?" I say in a annoyed tone.

"We just wanted to check on you. Kane told us where you lived." Octavia explains.

"I'm fine." I tell her.

"Were you crying?" Bellamy asks me and I shake my head.

"Are you okay?" Octavia asks me.

"I just officially got told I was alone." I tell her and I shove the letter in her hands.

Octavia reads the letter out loud while I go and sit on the couch. They both walk inside and Bellamy closes the front door.

"How could she do that to you?" She asks me.

"It's called motherhood." I sniffle. "I knew I was going to be alone one day but I never knew it was going to be this soon."

"You can stay with us." Octavia offers.

"And have your brother judge me and hate me? Hard pass." I tell her.

"I won't be rude. We just wanna help." Bellamy smiles softly.

"I said, hard pass." I stand up.

"But-" Octavia starts.

"Leave. And do not help me unless I want it." I compel them and they nod and leave the house.

I sit on the floor and I start to quietly sob to myself again.

"Clarke, you don't need them. You don't need anyone who don't love you. You don't need anyone." I tell myself. I wipe my tears, I stand up and I start to pack up some of my clothes and hygiene stuff.

"One more thing." I smirk to myself. I walk to my mothers room and I start to break some of her stuff. I rip her clothes, I break her jewelry, her special wine glasses, I bite into my skin and I put some blood on my finger. I start to write some words on her white wall.

"You lose Abby." It reads. I smile to myself. I grab my stuff and I walk out of the house.

I don't know where I'm going to go but I'll figure it out.

Flashback Over.

Right now, I'm staying in the schools old janitors closet. I got up at about 7:30 and I go to the schools shower. I use the schools facilities to clean myself up. I get dressed in some camouflage sweatpants and a black sports bra. I put on some black Vans and I brush my teeth. I grab my backpack from the closet and I walk outside to the football field.