Love Triangle: Bellarke

Pool Party

a/n: i'm freaking horrible at describing swimsuits so ima just say the color and try to describe it as good as i possibly can.

Clarke POV:
"Clarke!" Rebekah calls for me from the dressing room.

Octavia, Harper, Rebekah and I are at Target shopping for some swimsuits for the pool party at Miller's house later today. For some reason, I agreed even though I don't need a swimsuit.

Rebekah walks out of the dressing room she was in holding a swimsuit in each of her hands. In her right hand, she's holding a bright red, two piece bikini and in her left hand, she's holding a dark blue, two piece bikini.

"Which one?" She asks me and holds up one of the swimsuits to her body and does the same with the other.

I study each of the swimsuits and I think for a moment. "The red one, it would stand out more." I tell her and she looks at the swimsuit I picked.

"I agree. 100 percent." Octavia agrees.

"What about you Octavia? What are you gonna wear?" Harper asks her and Octavia looks around.

"I haven't found anything that would impress Lincoln. There's nothing good."

We have been here for an hour, how much longer do you need to shop for a swimsuit that you will only wear once?

"Lincoln's just some stupid boy who's probably gonna leave you for an unknown reason so just pick the purple one." I demand, harshly and I point to the purple bikini that's a little revealing but not too much, perfect. She won't show too much, Bellamy won't lecture me and I'll be out of this store, ready to kill someone in no time.

"Clarke, chill out, it's just a swimsuit-"

"Exactly. And Lincoln's just some boy so can you just pick a swimsuit." I interrupt Harper and Octavia looks at me with sad eyes.

"Clarke." Rebekah gives me a warning look.

"I'm just saying, all boys are gonna leave us and all you'll have is yourself." I shrug and I grab a swimsuit from the rack and I stuff it in my backpack.

"Clarke," Harper whispers and she tilts her head for me to look at a very sad Octavia standing beside of her.

If I had any humanity then I would feel some sorrow for Octavia or anyone for that matter but I don't. Since I am supposedly "friends" with these people, I'll try to act like I care.

I sigh in annoyance and I walk over to Octavia to give her a hug. Octavia wraps her arms around me and hugs me and I start to rub her back. "It's just what happened to me."

"What?" She pulls away. "Who would wanna leave you?"

"Rebekah?" I turn to her. "You mind explaining my horrible love life to our friend Octavia while I look for a swimsuit that I don't need?" I ask with pleading eyes and she nods.

"Clarke had fallen in love with..." Rebekah looks back at me and I give her a "don't tell them" look.

"With someone we knew," Wow, great thinking Rebekah. I know you can do better than that. "She loved him, he loved her. One day, he left her and took me with him. He never said goodbye and she was heartbroken. She hasn't talked to him since he left and we both have no idea why he left."

"Did you ever sleep with him?" Harper asks her and I mentally gag.

Rebekah would never sleep with her brother considering that that would be incest, he's not her type and also they're about 8 years apart, but age doesn't matter also considering that her brother is three years younger than me but also 8 years older than me.