You Deserve Better.

Chapter One

~~~KAGEYAMA'S POV~~~

BEEP BEEP BEE-

I slammed my hand onto my alarm clock, feeling a bit angry that it had woke me up from my dream. I heard some yelling coming from downstairs, sighing as I sat up.

"It's about money..." I mumble, hearing my mother's voice get louder as she yelled.

I got up and slowly walked into the bathroom, shutting and locking the door. I took all my clothes off, except my boxers, and examined my pale-white body.

I felt cold as I stared at the healed cuts on my forearms, chest and upper part of my stomach. Looking at what I had done to myself almost made me cry.

I  walked over to the shower, turning the hot water on. I took my boxers off and stepped in, wincing as the boiling hot water touched my fresh cuts I had made last night.

I turned the warmth of the water down, turning around and letting the water run on my back.

I grabbed the soap and started washing my body, wincing again as I touched the cuts.

"Shit..." I muttered as I tried getting the soap out of the cuts.

-5 MINUTES LATER-

I turned the water off and stepped out of the shower, shuddering as the cold air embraced my naked body. I quickly grabbed a towel and walked into my room, avoiding looking at the stairs.

I got to my room and stepped in, closing the door behind me.

I glanced at my desk and saw the unfinished homework from last night and a small pill bottle beside it.

"I hate myself." I said mentally, throwing the towel down and getting dressed. I put on my normal school uniform and shoved my unfinished homework into my school bag and zipped it up.

I quickly hid my razor and the pill bottle underneath my bed behind a cluster of clothes.

I opened my door and headed downstairs, noticing the yelling has stopped.

"Tobio." I heard a voice calling from behind me as I approached the front door.

I turned around and it was my father.

This was the first time he's ever spoken to me in weeks, besides yelling my name for me to come down and get him another beer.

"Yes?" I stutter, staring at my father. He was tall, slender and had the same black hair as me which I hated.

"Before you go home stop by the store and get me more beer." He said bluntly, having a harsh expression on his face.

"B-But wouldn't-" I was cut off, gripping my bag.

"Just do it." My father walked away, practically stomping.

I let out a shaky sigh and open the door, heading to school.

-TIME SKIP-

I finally arrived to school and spotted Hinata, a small orange-haired boy. I had a tiny crush on him, although I tried denying it.

I walked past a familiar group. Tsukishima Kei and Nishinoya Yū.

"Assholes." I said mentally, walking past them.

Kei, Yū and I used to be friends, until I came out as gay. After that they stopped hanging out with me started bullying me, calling me "faggot" or "homo" or whatever shitty names they made up.

"Go suck a dick, freak." I heard Tsukki yell behind me, picking up my pace as I approached the school building.

I got inside and started heading to my Period 1 class as I felt something grab my arm and yank me back.

I turned around and it was none other than Noya, or Yū.

"Where you going, gay boy?" He said, gripping my arm with a slightly evil expression on his face.

I was a lot taller than Yū, him being 5'2 and me being 5'11. (sorry if I got those wrong lol)

I didn't respond to his stupid question, knowing he'd punch me if I did.

"Go away, N-Noya-" I stuttered before being hit in the face.

"Who said you could call me that?" He said, pushing me down onto my back. He stepped onto my chest, making me gasp for air.

A moment later Tsukki came up to Yū and me, just staring at me with a smirk on his face.

"God, can you get any weaker? He's so much shorter than you, yet your still being pinned by him." Tsukki said, stepping on my right arm.

I wince as he pinned me down, staring at both boys with horrified expression on my face.

"BOYS!" I heared someone call from behind us, seeing both Tsukki and Yū look up at the person.

"Principals office, NOW." They nod and quickly get off of me, glaring at me as they walked angrily to the Principals Office.

I got up slowly, my arm aching. I looked up at the "mystery person" only to find Ukai, a teacher that works here.

"Th-thank you, sensei..." I bow down in respect, grabbing my aching arm.

"Don't worry about it, just get to class before you're late. And make sure to go to the nurses office if your arm continues to hurt." Ukai walked away and into the teachers lounge.

"Probably slacking off as always." I thought, smirking as I grabbed my bag.

~~~HINATA'S POV~~~

I woke up energetic as ever.

I sat up and stretched, already hearing Natsu crying over her breakfast and my mother telling her to eat.

I spring out of bed and took my clothes off, putting on my school uniform. I run downstairs into the kitchen where Natsu and my mother were.

"Shō, pants please!" I heard my mother screech as I looked down, realizing I came down in just a shirt and my boxers.

"Ah! S-Sorry!" I ran back upstairs, a bit embarrassed. I put my pants on and came back downstairs.

"Why are you in such a hurry? Are you meeting someone? Is it a girl?!" My mother asked, desperately needing an answer.

"N-no, no! I'm in a hurry because I want to get to class early!" I choked out, pouring myself a glass of orange juice.

"Phew! I thought my baby already got a girlfriend!" (We love a wholesome mom) My mother said, smiling.

"Shō! Why can't you play with me? You have an hour to get to school!" Natsu complained, frowning my way.

"I'm sorry Nat, I just need to get to school early! I promise I'll play tomorrow, okay?" I said, watching Natsu nod her small head.

I walked over to my mom and hug her, then go over to Natsu and kiss her on the forehead. I ran out the door and grabbed my bike, paddling to school.

-TIME SKIP-

About an hour later I arrived at school, glancing over at a familiar face. It was Tobio Kageyama.

I knew Kageyama a little bit, only knowing he likes the schools' milk and that he's gay. I only have a few classes with him, one or two. I definitely know I have P.E. with him because I occasionally glance at him while he's changing in the locker room.

I know it sounds perverted, but it's not. I mostly do it because it looks like he has scars or cuts or something on his body and I'm a little concerned.

I never really, talked, to him. I mean we've had a few conversations but that's it, only stuff about school though.

I sigh and park my bike as I hear someone yell to him saying "go suck a dick, freak". It kinda broke my heart hearing that.

If I ever came out as gay, bi, or pan or something like that I know I'd have to go through what he is right now.

I sigh and walk into the building, glancing at Kageyama once more before heading to my class.