You Deserve Better.

Chapter Two

(THIS IS A REDO OF THE CHAPTER)

~~~HINATA'S POV~~~

I got home pretty late since I had to clean the gym. I asked my coach if I could leave and have someone else do it but of course he said no.

I sighed as I parked my bike on the side of the house, grabbing my keys and walking towards the front door. I unlocked it and stepped inside.

I glanced over at the couch and saw Natsu alseep.

"Cute as always." I mumbled to myself, smiling at my little sister. I closed the door and locked it again, assuming my mom was doing laundry.

"Shōyō, is that you?" I heard my mom call, walking around the corner and staring at me.

"Hey mom, I'm sorry I got home late... I had to clean the gym." I said, rubbing the back on my head.

"Oh no that's alright! And can you watch Natsu tonight? I need to cover a shift for my coworker." My mom said, glancing at Natsu.

"Yeah, sure! I just need to get my homework done, what time are you leaving?"

"In about 20 minutes, that should be enough time for you to finish right?" My mom walked into the kitchen (that was next to the living room) and opened the fridge, taking out some lunch meat.

"Yeah, that's fine. I'll finish it right now." I said, walking around the corner and into my room.
As I walked in I noticed my desks' drawer has been opened, that's where I kept my markers and such.

I sighed and thought it was Natsu, she always liked to take my markers and draw.

-20 MINUTES LATER-

"Bye Shō, I'm heading off! Love you!" My mom called from the living room as she opened the door and walked out.

I sighed and put my pencil away and walked into the living room, staring at my little sister.

I walked over to the TV and turned it on, changing the input so I could play Mario Kart.

-7 MINUTES LATER-

Before I finished the race Natsu woke up, tugging at my shirt. I looked down at her, her eyes almost filled with tears.

"Shō, why didn't you wake me up! I wanted to play too!" She whined.

"Hey, hey! Calm down! You can still play you know." I said, handing her a controller. Natsu was always super emotional, I never knew why but I guess it had to do something with a kid in Kindergarten or First Grade.

Apparently her and this kid didn't get along and he used to make her cry a lot. I got so mad at the kid I wanted to punch him, which was unlike me.

Natsu turned the controller on and joined the game.

Before the end of the race my controller died and she won the race, making me get mad and grabbing my head.

"Awhhh, come on! My stupid controller died! So unfaiiiiirr." I cried, crossing my arms like a toddler.

"Shō! Stop crying, I won fair and square!" Natsu cried back, glaring at me.

I sighed and grabbed her, sitting her on my lap and playing with her hair. She hated when I did this but for some reason she actually let me do it.

"Shō, do you have a girlfriend yet?" She asked, catching me off guard.

I slightly choked on my spit from the random question, staring at the back of her head.

"W-why would you think that?" I asked, putting my hands down.

"Because you said you needed to get to school early today and you stayed late."

Jeez this kid.

"I don't have a girlfriend, I needed to get to class early so I could study and I had to clean the gym today." I said bluntly, hoping she'd believe me instead of imminently accusing me of lying like she always did.

"Okay." She said, her tiny voice was quiet. I felt her lean against my chest, probably falling back asleep.

I wrapped my arms around her and layed on the couch, snuggling her and closing my eyes.

~~~KAGEYAMA'S POV~~~

I started walking home, taking my phone out and messing with it. I was scared to go home because I knew mom came home on Thursdays.

My mom would usually hit me when I came home, calling me a disappointment and a mistake  and shit like that.

I knew it was true. I always knew.

I technically was a mistake, my parents never meant to have me but they did. I don't really have anyone that loves me.

I eventually got home and I froze in front of the door, hesitating to go inside.

A moment later I unlocked the door and walked in, glancing at my dad on the couch.

I closed the door and tried sneaking upstairs before I heard him call my name.

"Tobio. Did you get my beer like I asked."

SHIT. I forgot, I fucking forgot... he's gonna kill me.

"I-I uhm... I forgot, s-sorry, dad." I heard him get up from the couch, walking over to me.

He stood in front of me for a few moments and then slapped me, pushing me down.

"You fucking idiot. I cant ask you to do something so simple without you forgetting. Your good for nothing." He said, kicking me.

I curled into a ball and tried not to cry, my breath becoming shaky.

"Get up."

"I SAID GET UP."

I flinched as he yelled at me, doing as he said. I slowly got up and tried avoiding eye contact.

He grabbed my hair and threw me towards the stairs, making me hit my head on the hard wood.

"Faggot." I heard him mumble under his breath, waking back to the couch.

I got up and practically ran upstairs, going in my room and locking the door. I pressed my back against the door and started crying, sliding down the door. I pulled my knees up to my chest and buried my face into the gap between my knees and chest.

I started shaking uncontrollably, running my hands through my hair.

I shakily got up and grabbed the razor out from under my bed, pulling my sleeve up.

I hesitated for a moment, then started cutting my wrist. I made 3 cuts, only one of them was deep. It started bleeding and I started crying even more, throwing the razor down.

"I ha-hate my life... I'm a m-mistake, I do-n't belong..." I mumbled to myself, sitting on my bed. I ran my hand over where I hit my head, feeling a small bump.

I grabbed my phone and saw that I-
I had Hinata's number? When did that happen?

I don't remember putting his number in my phone, maybe it was during Science? P.E.?

Doesn't matter - I have my crushes phone number.