You Deserve Better.

Chapter Four

~~~HINATA'S POV~~~

Kageyama- he's... he's crying on my shoulder after he just showed what Tsukki has made him do...

I don't know how to feel right now. What do I do, what do I say? Should I say anything at all?

For the first time I realized, I kinda like Kageyama.

He's pretty, abs, a great personality and-
Wait wait... am I seriously thinking about liking him? He cuts himself... maybe I can help him stop?

So many things are going through my head right now that I can't focuse...

"Hey, K-Kageyama? Do you want to go to my house? I'll h-help you bandage your cuts..." I said, looking at the back of his head.

I felt him nod, releasing me from the hug. He moved his head off my shoulder and stared at me, his eyes were puffy and his face was red.

-TIME SKIP-

We finally got to my house and I grabbed my keys, unlocking the door. I stepped inside and let Kageyama in. I noticed no one was home - figured since my mom works until 5:20 PM and Natsu doesn't come back from dads' until 8:30 on Fridays.

Kageyama seemed nervous and awkward, picking at the skin on her fingers.

I lead him into the bathroom and I locked the door, grabbing some bandages from the cabinet. I moved Kageyama's sleeves up and stared wrapping the fresh cuts in the bandages.

He flinched as I accidentally pressed to hard on the bandage.

"S-Sorry, I didn't mean too."

"It's fine..." He mumbled. I could hardly hear him.

I finished the bandages and unlocked the bathroom door, leading him into the living room. He sat down on the couch and stared at the bandages.

~~~KAGEYAMA'S POV~~~

The cuts on my chest still hurt but... it'd be weird if Hinata were to see my chest.

Hinata sat down next to me and turned the TV on, putting it on Netflix.

"What do you want to watch?" He asked, turning his head to me with a dorky smile on his face.

"I-I uhm, I don't know... Just click anything."

He sighed and clicked a random show, 365 days. He probably did it on purpose but who knows.

A few minutes pass by and the show gets- uhm- graphic.

There's a sex scene that comes on and Hinata desperately tries changing the show but the remotes batteries died. (oH nOOo ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°))

"C-Change the show!" I yell at him, trying to look away from the TV.

"I'm trying, the batteries are dead dammit!" He got up and ran towards the kitchen, looking for a drawer with batteries in it.

I tried to not listen to the moaning that's coming from the TV.

"H-Hurry up Hinata!" I yell, glancing at the TV a few times by accident.

"IM TRYING!" He eventually got the batteries in and looked at the TV as it had a (sPaRkLy pP) on the screen.

Hinata screeched and turned the TV off with a red face.

"S-Sorry, I didn't know that show would- be 18 n' up..." Hinata mumbled, looking back at me.

"It's f-fine-" I looked down and- dammit.
I quickly grabbed a pillow and "hugged" it, covering my crotch.

Hinata sighed and sat next to me, glancing at the pillow.

"Did that seriously t-turn you on?" He asked, staring at me.

"Don't make fun of m-me, dammit!" I yelled at him, blushing slightly.

He chuckled and looked at the TV.

"What now?" Hinata asked, glancing around the living room.

I got a text from my father...

•get home, NOW.•

I took a shaky sigh.

"H-Hinata, I know this is sudden and all but can I spend the night?" I looked at him as he looked at me, our eyes meeting.

"I- Sure! Let me t-tell my mom really quick."

~~~HINATA'S POV~~~

Now I know somethings going on with Kageyama at home now. Why else would he ask if he can stay after he got a text?

I sighed and pulled out my phone and started texting my mom.

•Hey mom! Can a friend stay the night? His name is Tobio if your wondering.•

•Sure honey! I'll be home early so make sure to clean up, I'll be there in 20 minutes, love u!•

•Thanks mom, love u too!"

"She said yes! Wait, do you have any clothes?" I asked Kageyama, our eyes meeting again- wait did he stare at me the entire time I was texting?

"Uhm- no, but I c-can stop by the store and get some." Kageyama said, his voice was soft now - unlike before.

"Okay, let's go together then!" I got up and help my hand out, helping Kageyama up. I grabbed my keys and phone and shoved them into my pockets as we walked outside.

~~~KAGEYAMA'S POV~~~

Hinata's so cute... he doesn't deserve me. He deserves someone who doesn't put their problems onto him.

Me and Hinata walk down the street towards a Target. Then, suddenly Hinata grabs my hand and holds it.

I felt my face become red with blush as I look down at the small boy holding my hand.

He's holding my hand. W-Why is he holding my hand?

Why is he playing with my feelings?

We get to the store and walk inside, seeing a few disturbed faces on older people as me and Hinata are holding hands.

We walk down to the mens section and I look at a few hoodies, grabbing the biggest ones I could find so I'd be able to hide my body.

Hinata picks up a shirt and sneakily slips it into my bag (filled with the clothes they're gonna buy, Hinata ain't no thief 😤), trying to make sure I didn't notice.

I acted like I didn't know, but I did.

Cute.

-TIME SKIP-

We got a bunch of clothes for me (and some for Hinata) since I was going to stay with him for a while. We walk up to the cashier as he's still holding my hand.

Hinata gave the bag to the cashier and gives us the price.

I realized I left my wallet in my bag which was at Hinata's house.

"H-Hinata I left my wallet at your place. I'm sorry but can you pay?"

He smiled and nodded, taking out his wallet.

"It's fine, don't worry about it. You are my guest after all." He gave the cashier 2,000 yen and grabbed the bag.

-TIME SKIP-

We got back to Hinata's house and walked inside.

"I'm gonna go change, I'll be right back."
I said, taking the bag from Hinata.

"Okay, come back in the living room when your done." Hinata said, sitting on the couch.

I took the bag and walked around the corner, forgetting where the bathroom was. I accidentally walked into Hinata's room, sighing and thinking this'll do.

I got undressed and started changing, putting on a pair of shorts and a huge hoodie. I came back out and sat next to Hinata on the couch.

"H-Hey Hinata what are you-"