Accused

Deku?

Aizawa POV

"Alright Midoriya, if you insist I'll keep them. I'll bring you to your dorm now and notify you if I find out anything new about the possible traitor, because you have now been involved in this matter. I also have to ask you to keep quiet about this. Do you understand?", he just nods and stands up.

I bring Midoriya to his dorm room and wish him good night, he just gives me a wave and closes his door.
I decid to go back to my room and sleep, since it is really late.

Tomorrow I will check on him.

Midoriya POV

As soon as I enter my room and hear Aizaw leave I start crying. I don't know why. I don't feel sad, in fact I feel like I never had any emotions, except for the feeling of betrayal and worthlessness.
But none of them should give me a reason to cry, right?
While still thinking about why I started crying I change to bed. But it seems like I even lost the sensation of being tired so in the end I lay awake the whole night, thinking about everything that happened today.

~~~~in the morning~~~~

Bakugou POV

I wake up at around 6 am like I usually do on a Sunday and stand up to make breakfast so I can go for a run afterwards.
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When I get downstairs after changing I see Deku sitting on the couch.
Great! -_-
I get closer and notice that he is just looking at the wall behind the TV. He isn't even mumbling or writing in his shitty notebook like he normally would.
Whatever, probably just tired, by the looks of those big ass eyebags he probably didn't sleep well or at all.

"Nerd, what are you doing here? You look like shit!", I yell at him in an irritated voice, like always.

He turns to look at me, he didn't even flinch when I spoke up, like he normally does whenever I say something to him or in general.
When I see his eyes I start feeling concerned. I mean, I do care about him, I just don't show it. But in this moment I didn't just care I was concerned.
Now that he is looking at me I see the dark circles beneath his eyes more clearly. But that isn't what worries me. No, I'm worried because his eyes look like they've been completely drained of life and he looks pale like he is sick or some shit.
What the fk happened to him?

"Oi, Nerd. What the hell's wrong with you?", I ask the smaller boy in front of me with my normal irritated tone, but I think my face expressed a lot more worry than my voice.

"What do you mean Katsuki? I'm fine.", he says and shows me a smile.

Wait a smile? No, more like the fakest fucking fake smile I've ever seen.
And did he just call me Katsuki?!
'I'm fine' my ass, something's deffinetly not fine.

I walk up to him and sit down next to him. He looks back at the wall, completely ignoring me.
A thought pops up in my head.
Is this maybe just an imposter?!
I mean this isn't how Deku normally acts. It's like he's a completely different person. So what if he actually is a different person?

I quickly stand up from the couch again, getting 'Deku's' attention and go into fighting stance.
He just looks at me and except for his eyes widening a bit there is no change in his expression. Deku would have normally been shaking in fear or at least flinch.

"Who are you and where is Deku?", I ask the imposter with rage in my voice.

"Katsuki...?", he asks with a confused tone, but no confusion visible on his face..

"Deku never calls me by my real name, so stop it and tell me who you are, villain!", I say a bit louder.

Finally the imposter shows a reaction when I call him a villain. He now has his eyes wide open, tears shining in his eyes and he is shaking ever so slightly.
Then he looks down and I see tears falling on his lap.

"I really do seam like a villain, huh...", he says in a broken voice.

He starts sobbing and brings his hands up to his face trying to rub his tears away.

I get out of my fighting stance and look at the person I thought was an imposter just some seconds ago.
This isn't a fucking imposter, this is actually Deku. I realised this when he started trembling like he always does when he's scared. But this time he seems more broken and scared than ever before.
Something must have happened. But he was fine when I saw him yesterday. What shit could've happened over night to get him this worked up?
The only thing out of the ordinary that happened yesterday was that stupid staff meeting, but it was a staff meeting, so Deku shouldn't have been part of it. I also saw him at the hour the meeting was supposed to happen.

My attention gets caught by something. Deku's sobbing stopped but his breathing sounds fast and laboured and he is shaking stronger than he was before.
Was he having a panic attack?!

"Deku? Deku, can you hear me?", I ask him while I walk towards him.

When I was about to kneel down so I could look at his face he falls forwards off the couch.