Lost and Found ( A Louis Tomlinson Fan fiction)

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

its 7:30 and my mum went to tea with jay. I sit in my living room, and wait for lou. I get a message.

Umm rose, I am sorry but I cant come tonight.

My face completely drops. I start to walk upstairs almost crying.

The door opens.

“hey babes.” A huge grins forms my face.

“Lou you joker, I thought you weren’t coming.”

“joking” he laughs.

Come in, I turn around and then hear a soft voice.

“hi rose” its lucy.

“oh um hi” I say half disappointed.

“I am just gonna walk lucy home but I wanted to drop off the medicine so it will already make you feel better.” I sigh of relief.

“thanks lou and bye lucy.” He winks at me and closes the door.

Just five more minutes and he’s mine. I look out the window to see them kissing.” I feel jealously even though its wrong to. she is his girlfriend but… its kind of disappointing. In some ways, why cant that be me. I feel bad since I always say I just like him as a friend but in another way he is perfect for me. I turn away to stop thinking about it. he slowly walks back.

“im back” I run over. “rose, you need a hug.” He warms me up and I feel safe. I look at him and how perfect he is, his cute smile and beautiful blue eyes. he is wearing a black v neck shirt which always looks so good on him. He smirks. “ you look gorgeous” I laugh. “thanks but no.” even though I didn’t, he made me feel so good. We sit on the couch and eat popcorn and tea. “so how was today?” he smiles. “ it was good, but doesn’t matter because its best mates time right now.” He was right, I should enjoy this time more. “so what will it be, Toy Story?” of course, lou is a teenage kid so I picked cartoon. He laughs. “ of course” the light of the tv shows that the film is starting. I lie on one side while lou is on the other. “ you look cold rose.” He grabs my hand and lifts me up. I end up lying on his chest. Everything was perfect but I felt more love for him than friendship now. It felt wrong but right too. I slowly close my eyes and fall asleep. Lou is not far after and with his sleepyness lays his head on mine. At this moment, I didn’t feel sick, or scared or lonely, I only felt safe and warm.

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I slowly open my eyes and I am alone on my couch. The only thing in my memory right now is the way Lou was caring for me last night. I felt less sick today which was probably a good thing comsidering I was pretty bad yesterday. I hear a voice suddenly. “goodmorning sweets” I smile. “Hey my boobear.” Hey comes and sits next to me on my couch. Hey comes and sits next to me on my couch. “how are you feeling” he smiles his usual kidish way. He makes me melt sometimes. “im alright lou and morning light!” his usual blue eyes were sparkling so much this morning. He kisses my forehead. “I needa go out today babes, Lucy wants to do something today.” I keep a straight face. “Ro, don’t you worry, ill be back tonight and well make some carrot cake too, your mum bought the mix especially for me so you can count on me being back.” I laugh. This boy was honestly the best and although I was sad about this Lucy and my Lou thing… wait I did not just call him my Lou..no, well we have been friends forever. NO! I love lou and always will, as my best mate.. no more. I just feel something for him, so strong it cant be explained. “lou, go have fun. Ill be here” with that he was gone and I was sick laying on the couch wondering what would be if Lou and I were ever more than best friends….

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I wake up and look at the time. Its 3:40. Its been 5 hours or so since Lou left and I am bored again. I decide to go for a walk. That will be fine, sometimes fresh air could help. I put on some sweats and a jumper that Lou left last night. i walk out and surprisingly the fresh air is making this pounding headache go away. I walk towards the tree and sit for a while. I always seem to get memories by coming to “our” tree. I can see me and Lou as kids running through the grass, playing and laughing without a care. It was just me and him back then. How could I think of loving my best friend anymore than that. Its wrong but there is something there, I know lou and he feels something too. I walk back home thinking about all this and it bothers me and for some reason always bothered me when Lou had a girl. I decided to start heading home again before Lou comes back. I go back home and see my mum with a weird look on her face. I feel something is wrong by the way she is standing there holding her head. “mum, whats wrong.” She looks at me. “sweets, I am so sorry for what I am about to tell you.” I freeze, I don’t think I can move as this point. She continues to let words out of her mouth and I can feel the tears and anger coming…. “were moving” she said.