continued from 13 reasons why

chapter 7

The next morning

Raven

I open my eyes and notice that I slept in Damian's bed. I go out of the room and it is very still. I go the whole apartment but no one is there. But I notice that there is a note on the table in the kitchen. I take it and read what it says there.

"I went to get breakfast and I'll be back soon"

And after I've finished reading the message, I hear the door opening.

Raven: hey

Damian: I would say good morning

Raven: wait I'll help you * takes a few things from him *

Damian: all good you are the guest

Raven: I know but I want to help you.

Put the things on the table

Damian: I know that you like to drink tea

Raven: oh green tee, you can remember that.

Damian: yes you drank that every morning while we sat on the roof and watched the sunrise.

Raven: yes it was nice, maybe we can make up for that.

Damian: of course we can but first we have to jon, kylie and ??? Catch (I still won't tell who it is, not in this chapter)

Raven: do you have a plan

Damian: First I have to know where you are, where you are hidden.

Raven: how can I help you

Damian: * gives him a laptop * here I found all the information how it was last seen. And you can keep checking where they were seen.

Raven: okay, Damian, I can sense negative emotions from you what's going on.

Damian: It's all too much for me, and the memories don't make it any better.

Raven: what do you think the memories don't make that better?

Damian: The memories make me more depressed and on some days I ask myself the question, why am I still alive? Why am I resurrected? And there are days when I have the thought of ending my life. I have suicidal thoughts.

Raven: Damian, I'm so sorry, I didn't know that. If you want to talk, I'll be there, I'll listen to you. Please talk with me. * takes his hand * please, I'm here for you. And now forever.

Damian: thank you raven

Raven: come on the couch

They both go into the living room and sit on the sofa. Raven sits down in the middle, Damian lies down, his head rests on her lap while raven's fingers go through his hair.

Raven: I'm listening to you

Damian: since I got my memories back I have been pretending that I'm happy and I haven't told anyone how I really feel. I withdrew more. But Finneas had noticed he had spoken to me about it and I said in everything how I felt what my worries are.

Raven: how did he react

Damian: he took me in his arms and told me that everything would be fine, he said that he will always be there for me. And at that moment I noticed who my family is, they are the oconnell's and I told you that earlier. They are there for me, they always have been. When you get to know them you will notice the difference. They are the nicest and most polite people there are. But if you say something negative to my parents about me or Finneas, then they are no longer nice.

Raven: It's nice to hear that you have such a lovely family.