No room for friends

Part 19

Illumi pov
It's been 2 and a half months since the accident. He survived but he's in a coma. The doctors say he might not wake up, and he will be stuck in that state forever. Every once in a while I'll go home to get a few hours of sleep before coming back. I can't help but stay by his side. I cry almost every single day knowing that the chance of him waking up are slowly lessening. Sometimes I just lay on the hospital bed with him hoping that my tears will wake him up just like in the fairytales. It never works.
Hisoka pov
Everytime I wake up all I see is a dark hallway with a bright light at the end. I always run to it thinking maybe it can get me out of this endless torture but it just get farther and farther. Sometimes I'll feel hot wetness on my face. It starts feel very familiar but then like always I'll hear these heartbreaking sobs. I feel my chest tighten everytime I hear it. I don't know why but something in me always makes me want to grab this person and hug them tight. I need to figure out how to get to the light I can't take hearing this painful sobs any longer.
Time skip
Illumi pov
A nurse walks in to the room. "Mr Zoldyck I'm sorry but visiting hours are over" I look up at her. "Can I please just have 5 more minutes" she gives me a solemn look and nods before she walks out. "I don't know if you can hear me but I need to say this" I sigh. "Baby I love you so much. Please wake up. I can't take this anymore." I start sobbing hard. "I hate having to go home and sleep in our bed without you. I miss you so much. Please come back to me." I wail loudly. I hold his hand and squeeze it. The nurse comes back. "you have to leave now." I wipe my tears and stand up. I walk past her and go outside to my car. I start driving. I actually feel better after that maybe things will start to lighten up.
Hisoka pov
I know I've heard this person before but I can't remember. They squeeze my hand and I feel safe, it's a warmth that is very familiar. "you have to leave now" wait no don't leave me. Come back! I hear the door shut. Dammit, I don't even know why I want them to stay I just feel like they should.
Time skip
I wake up again in the same dark hallway and there is still that light at the end of it. I decided to walk instead of run because I know it will just get far again. I don't even have any motivation to keep going anymore. I might as well Stay here forever. I keep walking seeing the light get farther just as I predicted. Suddenly the same sobs I hear everyday return. But this time there are multiple voices and they all are crying. I need to wake up! I start running towards the light with a new found determination. It's not getting farther this time. It's getting closer! I run into the light and everything goes black. My eyes slowly open and I look at my surroundings. I see a woman with long black hair sitting closest to the bed. Behind her there is a blond sitting next to a guy with glasses. Next to them is a boy with black and green hair. There is also a boy with white hair hugging the woman. He looks up and his eyes widen. "HISOKA??" Everyones head shoot up at that. " GO GET THE NURSE" the woman's starts sobbing hard. I feel a sharp pain in my chest but I don't know why. She hugs me and kisses me but I push her back. "Why would you do that" she looks almost hurt. "What's wrong" "look miss I don't even know you. What's wrong with you" "miss? Hisoka I'm a guy remember?" The doctor walks in. "Hello Mr Morow I see you've awaken. I'm sorry to say this but he has lost his memory."
Illumi pov
Lost. His. Memory? My tears come back again. "So you don't remember anything? Not even the ring you proposed to me with?" I show him my hand. "I'm sorry I don't remember anything at all. I can't even remember why I'm here" the doctor clears his throat. "I'll leave you guys to discuss things" he walks out. "Look I'm sorry for being so harsh. I thought you were a woman and I got upset because the only thing I remember is me being gay." We laugh. My face soon goes back to its sad look. "Look don't be upset I'm sure I'll remember everything soon." He hugs me. I stiffen but soon relax in his touch. I slightly sniff his collarbone. We break away and he looks at me with wide eyes. "I'm so sorry I didn't even mean to do that. It's just when I was sad o used to sniff your clothes or I'd sniff you and it would calm me. Like I was wrapped in a hug." He shakes his head. "I just remembered something." "REALLY?" He nods. "I remember when you came to my hotel room." "Do you remember why" he shakes his head. "That's okay at least you remembered something" I hug him. "I love you" he looks around awkwardly. "No need to say it back I just.. I know you can't remember anything but I- " he cuts me off. "It's okay I get it." We hear a knock on the door. The doctor walks back in. "Since your awake I'll give you a few tests." He nods. "After that if you pass them all you can go home. You will have to take some medication though, to help you remember things."
Time skip
We get in the car and I start driving home. "Soo I was wondering if you could tell me a little bit about everyone." "Well just so you know kura isn't a girl. And he's married to leorio." His eyes grow wide. "Wait really?" "Yes. Anyways Gon and killua are also dating. Killua is my brother by the way." "REALLY?" "Yeah" "Can you tell me about how I got in the hospital?" "I guess it would be better if you knew." he looks at me. "Basically one of my exes and one of your old flings were upset that we were dating. So after kura's wedding the ran you over. The police couldn't figure out how they knew where we were or even how the knew each other. But they found out it was them and they were a arrested a few days later." He has a very surprised look on his face. "So they are in in jail?" I shake my head. "SO THEY BROKE OUT?" I shake my head once more. "They're dead." "Death penalty?" "I killed them" "WHAT" "I'm an assassin and someone paid for me to kill the girl, It was just a coincidence. But as for the guy I killed him out of my own free will." "I can't believe I was dating you. That's so badass." "Yeah" he looks at me and starts talking. "Hey are you okay? I mean I know it's not the most ideal situation but I've never seen anyone who's face becomes emotionless when their sad, if you need to talk I'm here-" he goes to touch my arm but I push him back. "I'm fine." He looks hurt. "Hey it's okay I know your hurting-" he touches my arm. "I said I'm fine. Don't fucking touch me" he pulls his hand back and the car falls silent. Ughh dammit, Illumi stop that don't push him away. I don't know why I did that, I'm going back to my old ways. The rest of the ride home was quite awkward.
Hii everyone! Did you miss me? Anyways here is chapter 23 i know it's not everything you wished for but it's the best I could do. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Part 24 will be coming soon don't you worry. Talk to you guys later
Love, Author~Chan❤️