Love Or Sin ✅

Part: 5 Burning All the Feelings

Shehnaaz was trying to concentrate on writing, sitting at the study table but after the hug, her mind was thinking nothing except that peaceful hug. She was sitting, holding her head, her elbows were on the table. Her eyes were closed and she was looking so stressed. She was getting frustrated because she didn't want to think about the other man except for his husband because she herself knew that it is completely wrong. Finding comfort and peace in the arms of your husband's friend, is completely wrong.

That time only Shivansh stepped into the room. He found her lost in thoughts and tiptoed toward her without making any noise.

Shivansh stood behind her and shouted, leaning down. Shehnaaz jumped out of the chair, screaming. On which Shivansh laughed loudly.

She sighed after seeing him. "You literally scared me, Shivansh. That's really bad." Next moment he pulled her into his arms, saying sorry.

As he hugged her, her mind again started thinking about that hug because she felt nothing in her husband's arms. The comfort and peace, she found in Sidharth's arms, was not there in her husband's arms. She hugged him tightly in the hope to get that comfort and peace in her husband's arms but nothing happened, she felt nothing. This broke her heart from inside and a few drops of tear automatically rolled down from her eyes to her cheeks. She instantly wiped them off before breaking the hug.

"Shivansh, you get fresh and up. I'm bringing dinner for you." She said as they break the hug. He nodded his head and went to the washroom. Shehnaaz stepped out of the room.

She stopped on the doorstep of the kitchen and her heart skipped beating for a moment when her eyes fell over shirtless Sidharth.

Her eyes were gazing at his hot and tempting muscular body. He had 6 packs abs, a body like a model. She was feeling like her breath is becoming heavy and her heart came into her throat. No man had ever made her feel like this before. This wasn't the first time that she was seeing someone shirtless in front of her eyes, but this was the first when she felt like her body was burning with desire after seeing Sidharth shirtless in front of her eyes. Even she had never felt like this, seeing her husband's body.

She just got lost, gazing at him when he was pouring the water into the glass from the bottle. The glass was kept on the kitchen slab. Sidharth felt like someone was staring at him and he could feel her presence. He swept his eyes from the glass to the door, but before he could see her, she hid behind the wall. He cursed himself again thinking about her and drank the water in one go from the glass.

She stepped into the kitchen after composing herself. Sidharth moved his eyes at her and found her already looking at him only. As he gave her a small smile, she smiled back.

As he walked outside, passing by her and she felt like her heart again skipped beating.

"Oh god, what is happening to me ?" She asked from god, looking up and her heart cried from inside.

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Sidharth was lying on the bed on his one side, hugging his shirt tightly near to his heart because, in that shirt, there was her fragrance. Hugging that shirt, he was feeling like she was in his arms. This was giving him little peace. The girl was making him crazy. After the hug, deep inside he came to know that his feelings toward Shehnaaz were more than just attraction. But he didn't want to believe. Even he was not succeeding to stop his heart from falling in love with her more and more. He was going crazy. Two things were killing him, first the pain of never getting what he needed and second it was the guilt of attracting toward his best friend's wife.