Love Or Sin ✅

Part: 10 Shocking News

Sidharth was standing, holding the knob of Shehnaaz's room. His mind tried a lot to stop him from meeting Shehnaaz. But he couldn't control himself from seeing her for the last time and saying her goodbye. Deep inside he knew he loved her a lot and he couldn't live without her. He needed her badly in his life. He wanted her to complete him. But he had to leave her because she belonged to somebody else. She was married to his best friend. Saying goodbye was difficult but he has to say goodbye to her forever.

He took a deep breath and after opening the door, he stepped inside. His heart was thumping. He found her sleeping on the bed in her wet clothes only. She was sleeping wearing her footwear also on the bed. Sidharth shook his head in disbelief, seeing her condition. He strode toward her and sat down on his knees in front of her. He was removing her footwear, gazing at her beautiful angelic face. He had a constant smile on his face and he was gazing at her, she was sleeping so adorably with an open mouth.

After removing her footwear, he covered her with the comforter. He leaned over her and tucked her few hair strands behind her ear which were coming in her eyes and disturbing her slumber. Then he couldn't stop himself from kissing her.

He caressed her face lovingly with his thumb and then he placed a soft kiss on her forehead. She smiled slightly in her sleep also when his lips touched her skin.

"Goodbye, Shehnaaz. Hope you get all the happiness of your life. Shivansh loves you and I hope you also love him the way he loves you always and forget me. I know, I am just an attraction. You love Shivansh only. You are happy with him. You both look perfect together." He got up and spoke, looking at her. His soul and his heart were aching at the thought of never seeing her again. Few tears rolled down from his eyes. Wiping the tears with the back of his palm, he turned around to walk.

But he stopped as Shehnaaz held his hand. He heard her voice. She was murmuring something. He fought back with his tears and turned around to look at her. He leaned down and tried to hear what she was saying.

"Don't go, please." She was constantly saying this. He felt sharp in his heart, listening to her words. As he placed his free hand on her face and pressed his forehead against her, she instantly stopped murmuring. She calmed down with his touch. Sidharth again kissed her forehead and he was just about to kiss her lips but stood up straight in shock as his eyes fell over a photo frame that was kept on the other side of the bed. It was Shivansh and Shehnaaz marriage photograph. He tried to control his sobs, pressing his lips and shutting his eyes. He wanted to be at the place of Shivansh. She wasn't ready to leave his hand.
He forcefully took out his hand from her hand with the help of his other hand. He was crying sorrowfully. Her acts were making things more difficult for Sidharth. He wanted to stay with her forever.

He marched toward the door hastily, wiping his tears with the back of his palm and opening the door, he saw Shivansh. He was standing in front of his eyes.

"How is Shehnaaz ?" Shivansh asked concernedly and Sidharth could see how much he loved Shehnaaz.

"She is sleeping now. She is fine." Sidharth sighed deeply and replied, putting his hand on his shoulder.

Shivansh hugged him and thanked him. "Thanx for taking care of her." Sidharth felt more guilty because Shivansh trusted him so much and he was breaking his trust.

"Sidharth, why did you cut the phone suddenly? After that, your phone was coming switched off." Shivansh asked confusingly.

"My phone got switched off. Nothing else." He lied to him. He opened his mouth in O.