The Prince & The Servant Girl

Chapter 33♥️

~Y/N POV~

After Yoongi told me that I'm pregnant I completely broke down. I don't even know what to do and when Jin started asking me questions like when my last period was and stuff like that I couldn't even think properly. My mind was blank at that moment but yet after I calmed down a little I managed to remember that it had been at least two months.

I've been so stressed that I never realised that I missed my period twice. There's been too much in my mind to think for the reason.

Yoongi asked me if I wanted to keep it but to be honest I don't know. I haven't thought much about it since and it's only been two days since then. I haven't left my room and evening has come again and I'm curled up on my bed completely worn out from tears trying to think about what I should do.

My voice did get back to normal but that's not really the point right now.

The room was dark as I didn't have the light on and all I could think about was whether to keep this baby or not. After what happened a few year ago I was told this may never really happen to me so now to be told this may never happen to me. That's why I never thought anything of it when Jungkook use to finish inside me. I don't know what he was thinking but I never thought I would get pregnant because I was told I couldn't.

Now that I am, I can't help but be stuck on what to do. What if this is my only chance to have a baby?

But then Jungkook would find out and I don't know what would happen after that.

I know that he doesn't know about this. Everyone that is close to him knows I'm pregnant apart from Sakura and her family that are still here by the way with that Jongin guy.

Minseo has been keeping me up to date with what's going on in the castle in my absence.

No one has seen Jungkook.

Not even Sakura he refuses to see anyone apart from his close friends.

My only thought is that he's drinking again.

From what Minseo told me, she heard from Yoongi that Jungkook doesn't remember what he did to me. Only that we argued to a certain point and then he blacked out. I could see that to be honest, the way at one point he completely froze one minute and lashed out the next. He's got his fathers temper definitely.

Would that mean my child would have the same temper?

Not necessarily right?

Jungkooks the father of course but unless there's some other proof that sakuras baby isn't his then I'll think of that baby as his. So he's got two children right now and I definitely know that this baby inside me is Jungkooks. No doubt about it.

I remember a long time ago we use to dream of having kids together as children ourselves. Thinking back it was sweet innocent times that will remain as good memories forever but now that this is real life it almost seems unbelievable.

Jin wants me to have an appointment with a doctor friend of his. A family doctor really but I don't want Jungkook to know right now or if ever and I didn't want to be a bother so I told him no. But Jin insisted and said I needed to but promised me it would be kept a secret from Jungkook.

I don't know how long I would have to keep it a secret though until I start to show because i don't even know how far along I actually am.

I know Jungkook will be a good dad, I've seen him with children and it always melted my heart to see him so soft and sweet and not to mention that smile he shows every time he so much as sees a child. But right now, Jungkook is not himself.