The Prince & The Servant Girl

Chapter 31♥️

~Y/N POV~

These last two weeks have been terrible.

When I found out the news of well, my worst nightmare I didn't work for at least two days but stayed in my room while someone else covered for me. I don't know exactly I how I got away with that but I didn't ask questions, in fact I barely speak to anyone. I just don't have the energy to talk and I don't want to anyway. The only two I really speak to is Minseo and Yoongi. Sometimes occasionally Hoseok when he checks up on me and such but he's been busy planning this party that Yoongi also set up for his parents to come since Yoongi's parents couldn't make it to his actually birthday. It was still nice to know that Jungkook still allowed Yoongi to do that but they're best friends so I don't see why he wouldn't.

I've seen Jin and Namjoon a lot too but I barely speak to them. I only speak to them to ask them a question when Namjoon is helping me with my studies or Jin when it comes to him showing me how to bake. I haven't seen Jimin or Taehyung but according to Yoongi from what he tells me Jungkook ordered them to a task that is still on going but I don't know what that was and he told me he didn't know what it was either. Only those three know what it is and Hoseok also knows but I know Hoseok wont tell be what it is if it's official business. Not that it would be any of my business anyway.

These last few weeks I haven't seen Jungkook either. I want an explanation from him but at the same time I wouldn't feel ready to hear it yet and the fact he hasn't even tried so I can tell him I'm not ready to hear it yet, also upsets me. Maybe he is guilty for getting Sakura pregnant and now he cant face me because I found out?

I don't know what hurts more. The first time my heart broke when he got married and we couldn't be together or the second time to know he was sleeping with me, telling me he loves me but all the while he was with his wife.

This is the second time I felt like my world was destroyed around me and yet there was nothing I can do about it to fix it.

To get my mind off things Yoongi as he promised me before, invited me to attend this party but not as a servant this time. He bought me a dress and told me to wear that and even hired someone to do my hair and make up. I refused at first, it's not me all this fancy dress and make up and hair done. I've never worn make up before or even had my hair styled. The only way my hair has been styled in any way is a bun or plaits when I was a little girl.

I was scared to do this. I was so out of my comfort zone and to think I would not only face my co staff members that would serve me drinks that alone would make me uncomfortable so I'm gonna try and not ask for anything from them tonight. No, I just cant do that, it's weird. Then the second reason to be totally uncomfortable is that I would have to face Jungkook and his pregnant wife. Sakura.

Apparently she's not happy that I'm even attending as a guest but according to Yoongi, Jungkook made her shut up but wouldn't tell me how he did that.

Yoongi bought me this dress which is red, like bright red and it will defiantly make me stand out. I don't want to stand out but Yoongi bought me this dress which was beautiful so the least I could do was to wear it for him. I had to wear a corset too which was so tight and I could barely breath in it but I managed.

My make up was done with simple eye make up and a little blush on my cheeks but had bright red lipstick to match the colour of my dress and my hair was pinned back also but curled at the back as it come down my back.

I felt so odd wearing this kind of stuff but I had to admit it felt good to be wearing something else other than my maid outfit and I do like red.

The two women that helped me get ready left the room and then Yoongi came inside but stopped at the door in his tracks.