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******--------------------------𝙰𝚒𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚒'𝚜 𝙿.𝙾.𝚅.--------------------------******

I wake up from a "nap". I fell asleep at like 8pm yesterday, and i'm just waking up now at 6:30am. I get dressed in some sweatpants and a hoodie. I notice that Brielle texted me last night. She also spam called. I'm kinda worried, so I text her back.

|Messages: Brielle|

*screenshot*
*screenshot*
*screenshot*
here's some evidence for you
please answer you phone

what are all of these screenshots

|Incoming call from: Brielle|

B: Hi Ailani
"Hey?"
B: There's your proof
"proof for"
B: David likes you...liked you...whatever the hell he's been saying.
"oh. okay"
B: Do you finally believe me?
"yeah"
B: As i told you a while ago, that relationship shit was fake to make you jealous.
"he's such a dummy"
B: But you DO believe me right?
"mhmm"
B: So do you forgive him?
"nope"
Brielle pauses for a second, and I can feel her getting pissed off over the phone.

B: why not now...
"He offended me. I don't deserve that disrespect from anyone. That shit hurt my feelings"
B: Okay then. How can he make it up to you?
"Well...for one he can start speaking for himself."
B: Yeah i get it. Also just a curious little question.
"what's up?"
B: do you like david back?
I pause for a second to think about my answer. I don't wanna say yes or no, because I know that Brielle is David's little minion, and will go back and tell him whatever I say.

"I don't know about all that..."
B: Ok. I'll tell him everything for you.
"Alrighty then"
B: That's all i really needed to hear tho. You can get on with your morning. Bye Ailani.
"Bye"

|End of call with: Brielle|

As I open up my bedroom door, I see that Amadeo and Lavonte(who don't have school today) were ear hustling at my door. They try and walk away slowly but I stand there until they come walking back.
Lavonte: Well... since you already know that we were listening, I think you should talk to him.
Amadeo: Deadass bro he's probably depressed
"HA. And y'all say girls are sensitive. He should've told me how he felt beforehand."
Amadeo: Yeah but y'all were friends, and bro was probably scared.
"He wasn't scared to call me a bitch..."
Lavonte: Damn. I'm sure he didn't mean it.
"Nah. You can tell when people are playfully calling you a bitch, vs trying to be rude."
Lavonte: Yeah you have a point.
"That shit was mad offensive. People are saying that i'm in the wrong, but i'd never call him something like that being serious."
Amadeo: But-
Lavonte: Nah bro there's no but. She's right. He was wrong to call her that. It's definitely his place to apologize.
Amadeo: Well either way, i'm always on your side Lani, ok?
"Thanks Deo. I gotta finish getting ready for school though."
Lavonte: Aight we'll see you later.
"Later"
They both walk to the basement to hang out for the day, and probably play video games or something. I head into my room, and "do" my hair. It's like kinda straight, but it looks a mess, so I just put a beanie on over it. My white converse were the first shoes I saw, so i just threw those on, grabbed my book bag, and headed to school. Since I walk, I grabbed some breakfast at Dunkin, and went on with my school day.

Ff to lunch period

I have no idea why, but some of the kids genuinely stopped coming to school. I guess it's because school is over on Friday, and people think that once the last marking period is over, so is school. Tbh if I could stop coming, I would. But...my mother is forcing me to go until Friday.

Anyways it was really unexpected, but I got a text from my sister Arianna. She said she has something to tell me, and she'll FaceTime me later. im very excited because though we text quite a bit, I haven't heard from her over the phone in like 2 weeks. Lunch ends, and I head to all the rest of my classes.

FF end of the school day

I just got home, and I think i'll get a little comfy before I tell my sister to call.

I hop in the shower for about 20 minutes, and put on some comfy pajamas. Then I get some leftovers, and go to eat in my room while on FaceTime.

|Incoming call from: 👽Arianna😜|

Ari: Laniiii
"Ariiii. Girl I miss you sooo much."
Ari: Aww I miss you too. But, don't miss me too much because i'm coming to visit soon.
"WHAT REALLY!?"
Ari: Yep
"Oh my gosh when?"
Ari: Thursday
"Yes. You're coming just in time for summer vacay
Ari: And your birthday DUH. Are you still bringing your friend David.
"Um...see, I'm gonna have to spill some tea on THAT."
Ari: Oh lord, but I have some tea too. I wanna talk to you in person, so i'll wait until thursday.
"Same"
Ari: Anyway how has school been, are you excited for the summer?
Arianna and I talk for about 2 hours before she says that she's gonna start getting ready for bed, and my mom calls me to eat dinner. We say bye to each other, and I chill for the rest of the night.

It's about 10pm, when Derek asks if I wanna facetime. I say yes.
D: Heyyy
"Hello sir. What's up"
D: There's a party on friday.
"Yikes"
D: Do you wanna go?
"I dunno. Are you going?"
D: Duh...that's why i'm asking if you want to go.
"I mean...I guess i could come."
D: You don't HAVE to go if you don't want to Lani.
"I do wanna go. Who's the party for?"
D: The end of school. It's on the last day.
"Oh. okay then. Yeah i'll go."
D:Great. Anyways what's up with you.
"Nothing much. I'm just chilling playing roblox"
I hear him snicker as i say the word roblox
"What's so funny derek?"
D: Nothing, nothing.
"WOW! What's wrong with roblox"
He bursts out laughing, as i giggle a little too.

D: Aren't you like 14?
"And what about it. You should play with me."
D: Bro?
"NOT LIKE THAT"
He starts laughing as I hide my face from the screen in embarrassment.

D: You're freakyyy.
"Shut up."
We keep talking until I convince him that we don't have to fall asleep on facetime. I go to sleep pretty quickly, but I keep thinking about what decision i'll make.

I know that I still like david, but i don't know if that's something healthy to do.  He could be interested in me or whatever, but i don't even know if he'd treat me right.

Ok byeeeeee😜✌️