𝕄𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝔽𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕤~𝒟𝒶𝓋𝒾𝒹 𝒩𝑒𝒶𝓁

~*𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝕱𝖎𝖛𝖊*~

******--------------------------𝙳𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚍'𝚜 𝙿.𝙾.𝚅.--------------------------******

I pick up my phone off  the couch, and open it as I walk to my room. My messages with my friend Brielle were left open. Hopefully Ailani didn't see them. I don't think I'm ready to tell her about my feelings for her yet.

I sit in my room watching TikToks for a while, when I hear noise coming from the front door. As I start walking to the door, my mom comes in the house. She's carrying a bag of Wendy's.

"Hey Ma! Is that for me?"
D/m:"Yeah I got what you and Ailani asked for on the way back from the store. Go tell Lani her food is here."
"Okay thanks mama"

I walk up to Ailani's door and knock a few times. No response...So I walk in to see her knocked out on the bed. She's probably hungry, so I'll just wake her up.

"Lani. Wake up. Mama bought your food."
Ailani: "Why? What time is it?"
"It's only like 6 something Lani, wake up and eat."

Ailani groans and mumbles something, but I can't really make out what she said. I end up just ignoring it and shaking her to get up.

"LANIIII. Please get up it's too early to sleep and Ma will be mad if you get up later and say you're hungry."
Ailani: "I said leave me alone! I'll take my food and go home or something."
"Uhh okay... did I do something?"
Ailani: "I'm just gonna go home okay? God it's not that serious."
"Fine, text me when you get home."

As she starts to get up, she wipes her eyes and starts getting her things ready to go. Maybe she's still mad about the whole Demarion situation. I don't wanna make things worse and get mad at her right now. That WAS a very horrible way to break up.

I go into the kitchen, take my food off the counter, and sit in the living room. I hear Ailani saying bye to my mom and grabbing her food.
D/m: "Are you sure you don't want David to walk with you?"
Ailani: "No it's okay. It's still light out and it isn't that long of a walk"
D/m: "Okay then. Love you Lani, be safe"
Ailani: "I will. Bye David"
"Bye, love you"
I watch her walk as far as I can see from the couch. Well hopefully she's doing okay. I wouldn't want her to be any more stressed after the breakup.

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(Skip to Monday may 6th)

I wake up out of a dream that I can remember. It was about Ailani. Everything about it was scattered. None of it really made sense. Except for the part where I confessed, and finally got to kiss her. I feel like such a weirdo having a dream about her like that...

It's now 6:18, so I start getting ready for school. Maybe I should dress nice today... sure whatever. I put on some jeans, a Thrasher shirt, and my Jordan 11s.

I haven't dressed nice in a while, I usually just wear sweats and a hoodie with my forces. Not today I guess.

5/29/2020