𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝 𝐵𝑟𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠 // 𝑀𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑘

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-Dereks pov-

"Fuck!" I yelled as I punched a hole through the graffiti covered wall, I was in an abandoned building not that far away from the house so it didn't matter. But I had to get this anger out.

I panted heavily as blood ran down my knuckles, it hurt but I didn't care. Brüno was looking at me like I was a mad man but, maybe I was.

Why the fuck would I say that to him? What's wrong with me? Go apologize. Apologize! No, he'll never forgive me. He hates me.

Well it's not my fault, he's the one that laid out all those feelings, I didn't know how to react! But I pushed him to answer my question so maybe it is my fault.

"Argh God dammit!" I yelled again as I punched another hole in the wall causing Brüno to flinch a little.

I sighed and rested my head against the beaten wall as Brüno came over, sitting next to my leg. I looked down at him and he had a 'you're such a bitch' face.

I was really getting attitude from a damn dog. "What? Fuck off, you're not helping." I said as I turned to walk away, but was stopped by Brüno sitting in front of me.

He whimpered and held out his paw in the direction of our house, signaling we should go back. I sighed and rubbed his head, "Fine, let's go. I should probably apologize anyway."

I whispered that last part and it made Brüno growl at me, "Ok, ok. I will apologize..."

-Mikes pov-

"You're so disgusting."

"Why would anyone every wanna be with you?"

"You're gay? Hah your going to hell."

"Get out of my way Fag."

"I bet you love taking dick up your ass, slut."

"Get out my way fairy."

Stop...

Just make it stop...

ike...

Why do they all hate me so much?

Mike...

What did I ever do to them...?

"Mike!" My eyes slowly fluttered open and I groaned as the light from my room hit my eyes, whoever was in the room with me got the message and cut the lights off, then just changed my LED lights to dark blue.

It made me feel safe, calm, like nothing bad could ever get to me. I closed my eyes and smiled for a second as I took it all in, but someone just had to shack me out of it.

"Mike? You okay?" I looked over and saw derek, sitting at the corner of my bed. He had an apologetic look on his face, I knew what he was trying to do but, it hurt to much to look at his face right now.

I turned the other way, facing the wall as I blocked him out completely. "Mike, look. I'm sorry, ok? I didn't mean what I said, I just didn't know how to take in all that at once so I panicked, I guess."

I could hear him move a little closer to me before placing his hand on my side, "Mike...?" I immediately slapped his hand away and got off the bed, I turned to face him with tears in my eyes.

"Get out..." I muttered as I looked down at my bed, trying to keep the tears from falling. "What?" He got off the bed and started to walk towards me, "GET OUT!" I yelled and he stopped in his tracks.

He didn't say anything, he just walked out my room. I let out a sigh of relief as I sat back down on my bed, I closed my eyes for a second and let the tears fall, just so I could whip them away.

Until I heard my door shut, and lock.

I immediately turned around and saw derek standing there with that same box, I stood up off my bed as he walked towards me. He didn't have the same apologetic look from before, he looked pissed.

"I said get out." I tried my best to sound like I wasn't scared but I was terrified, he didn't listen to a word I said, he just walked over and grabbed me by my wrist before throwing me onto the bed.

I tried to get up but he pinned me down, one hand on my neck and the other rested beside my head. "Get off- Mmph!" He moved his hand to my mouth, covering it.

I continued to struggle against his grip but he wouldn't move. I froze for a second when I felt one of his hands move up my shirt, my breath shuttered as his hand moved further and further up.

"Are you gonna be quite now or am I gonna have to make this worse?" He whispered in my ear sending a shiver down my spine.

What was he about to do to me...?!