When I left the place where I never wanted to be, came back to the place where I used to be.
Feeling free like a bird I thought to fly high,
But the wings were not made nor there was any sky.
The sky I wished for, painted blue as fresh as day, the fact that I gotta room with dark wall as blue as the cloudy rain.
I wondered where are the colours of my dreams and imaginations which everybody used to boast about?
Where is the happiness that everybody was talking about?
Then I realize, I kept nothing in spare. I spent all my time doing the things I hate.
I'd never considered dreams to become true, all I considered it as an alternative trip which is worthless too.
A functional rule of life as neat and sober as a traffic light, do as it shows, Stop! then get Ready & then go.
What if I dreamed of something big as the ocean or the sky, only will you know what comes next if you swim or if you fly.
But now, all I can feel is the emptiness in the pit of my heart, walking and stumbling in the mist of the dark.
It sensed like I m trapped in my own made up walls, I m desperately trying to break it down until I m going to fall.
Want to find the way to bring the sunshine I always wanted to be. With hope, light and love showered down upon me.
Let me make a way to fill in the void in me,
Even if there is nothing to grow and perish or free.
What if I never left the place I've never known well..
Because now all I could see myself, how I m going through Hell!.
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My Midnight Diary
PoetryA Poem Book.. Pure first hand feelings. Feelings which are dark but trusted Emotions which can't be expressed, Hiding is hurting and morose is what I get. If you too experience this sh*t in your life, you can definetely enjoy this poems. CAUTION...
