Battle Field .Z.M. ( sequel to Soldier )

Chapter 23: The Miscarrige I Had. . .

~Natalia's POV~

I was wearing a shirt that was a little tight but I loved it because this shirt is my favorite. It was pink and was long sleeve. I was wearing sweats that came up to my knees. My hair was in a messy braid. I was in the kitchen when Maira and Elizabeth walked in.

"Hi mum." Elizabeth said, hugging me.

"Hi Mrs.Malik." Maria smiled. It's cute how Maria calls me 'Mrs.Malik'.

"Honey, call me Natalia." I laughed.

"Oh ok." Maria giggled. I turned around to the girls.

"Mum, what happened to your stomach?" Elizabeth asked. I looked down to see the scar from when I was shot. The worst feeling ever.

"I was shot." I said.

Elizabeth's eyes widen. "How?" I sat down in the middle seat of the table. I sighed.

"Me and your father were in the store. You and your brother were in england...I think with your grandmother and aunts. While we are walking Zayn and I heard a gun shot. Your father...being the man he is, pulled out a gun and walked to where the sound was coming from. I was so scared..when I heard someone shoot I thought it was your father so I ran and jumped in front of him. Before I knew it, I was hit. I passed out unitl your father came back." I said.

"I woke up in the hospital, your father was there. After he left a nurse came in and a doctor. The doctor came in and told me I was alright. When you were 6 years old...your father wanted a other child. So we tried and I had a miscarrgie. I went to doctors and asked them why I had one." I said. Tears came down my face. "They said...that when I got shot, it was the place where I carried childern and they said that I can't have anymore because I was hit there. I didn't want to tell your father because I knew he would be very upset that we couldn't have anymore kids. It hurt me alot when he wanted to try again, but I never told him."

***Flash Back****

It was early in the the morning when I felt this weird feeling in my area. I got up quickly and went to the bathroom. But for some reason, I fell. I hit my head on the tube causing me to almost knock myself out.

But I felt the need to push, so I did. I made sure Zayn was sleeping and I closed the door and locked it. I pulled my panties off and started to push. All the sudden, blood was everywhere, I was beyond scared. I pushed again and again..

A little later... the baby came out. It was dead and I was only 1 month. I had a huge knot in my throat and I was freaking out. I was crying but quietly son Zayn wouldn't worry.

I picked the baby up and put it in the sink. It hurt to get up. I cleaned up all the blood on the floor and made sure that Zayn didn't see it later. I got a tiny box and put the baby in it.

I went outside and buried. What am I supposed to tell Zayn....he doesn't know..

****Flash Back Over*****

"Oh mum, I'm so sorry." Elizabeth said, hugging me.

"It's ok." I said. "I do miss carrying you guys in my stomach, it was fun."

Elizabeth and Maria giggled. "One day I'll have a family."

"Yeah with Carlos." Elizabeth laughed.

Maria blushed looking down.

"You guys will have beautiful childern." I smiled.

"Don't you think I'm...little small to have kids?" Maria asked.

"Do you see how small I am?" I laughed. "I had no problem having them."

Maria shrugged and smiled.

"Mum, how was it like when you were in middle of the war with dad?" Elizabeth asked.

"It was very...stressful and scary. Your father was always up on his feet the next day when ever he was hurt. You and your brother have gotten that from him, I see." I said. "I couldn't stand him doing that when he was hurt, it bothered me how he did that."

"Remember when Carlos was 10, he fell the down the steps and broke his fingers? He had tears coming down his face but he wasn't actually screaming in pain." Elizabeth laughed.

"That kind of creeped me out." I said. "Your father was all like, 'He's alright, see he's not crying.' "

"I remember when you fell off your bunk-bed and you broke your leg." I said. "I was so scared while your father was just standing there laughing at me."

"I don't remember that." Elizabeth said.

"Really?" I asked.

"Yeah. Did I hit my head or something?" Elizabeth asked.

"I do remember you haveing a lumb on your head." I said.

"Oh." Elizabeth said.

"You guys have some stories, huh?" Maria giggled.

"Indeed we do." I laughed.

Waliyha walked in the room. She smiled. "Hello, what are you guys talking about?"

"Old memories." I smiled. "Care to join."

"I love old memories." Waliyha smiled.

Waliyha sat with us at the table as we talked about when Waliyha talked how much trouble Zayn would get into by being a bad boy.