As the days passed by, the members noticed doyoung stopped smiling. They missed it. Their usual cute little bunny laughing at everything, flirting with them, always being there for them. Right now doyoung needed them the most. Their hearts ached to seem him like that.
[IN TREASURE'S PRACTICE ROOM:]
Hyunsuk: manager-nim, doyoung's condition is really concerning. He isn't the same anymore.
Jaehyuk: yeah. He barely eats. Barely talks. Barely does anything but lie in his bed or sit on his wheelchair and look at his debut picture on his wall.
Manager: I have booked an appointment with one of my friends who is a professional psychiatrist. I will ask him if its possible to find out whats wrong with him without counselling him face-to-face and instead receiving the symptoms you all tell him that you noticed.
After a few days, manager, the members and YG sat together with the psychiatrist to discuss doyoung's issue.
Psychiatrist: and this has been going on for?
Manager: three weeks, approximately. And the behaviour hasnt changed. If it has, it has only worsened.
Psychiatrist: it is very unfortunate indeed. According to what you're telling me, he is under depression. Mild to moderate depression. He feels worthlessness. He keeps everyone out. He has low self-esteem. He has lost interest in daily activities and does nothing. On top of that, his recent circumstances could have caused that. He is too young to go through any of this.
Some of the members look away to stop themselves from crying. Other hung their head low. Others covered their mouth. Manager and YG looked visibly concerned as well.
Junkyu: this is all because of those fucking "fans" that spread rumours about him. I will never forgive them.
Jihoon: thats not important right now. Its doyoung.
Hyunsuk: so what do we do, sir?
Psychiatrist: currently distract him from any feelings of worthlessness. I will prescribe him medicines but you all need to make sure he takes it. Constantly distract him. Think of ways to bring up his self-esteem. Eventually when he heals, he probably will overcome it. But i don't think you want to wait.
The members never felt their hearts ache this bad before. Doyoung was the type of person to suppress his emotions for the sole sake of others' happiness. He would always comfort others and bring others up instead of think of himself. This is what lead to this explosion of negative emotions. It built up so much, he himself could no longer take it. The members felt partly responsible for never caring about him like he did about them. They wanted to change it all.
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'°•° Suppressor | Kim Doyoung - Treasure °•°'
FanficSide effects of suppressing your emotions and free-will for the sake of others' happiness? Doyoung never thought about it. Until it was too late. TW :// DEPRESSION