Y/N's POV
All the others' voices blurred out as I thought about all that had happened. Jungkook had been a jerk... I had developed feelings for Jin... Then Jungkook changed and I got together with him... But did I think about Jin? No... because I thought he was a robot... What would I have done if I had known earlier that he was a human?
Would I have been dating him instead of Jungkook? Would Jungkook have been the same guy as before? But I have come this far now... Do I still have feelings for Jin? If I do... Is it right for me to still be with Jungkook? Should I... break up with him? My eyes fell on Jungkook when I thought this. He was sitting on the window pane.
Jimin had resumed singing now and Jungkook was silently listening to it. He looked so innocent...
I couldn't even imagine hurting him when I saw his face. It would be impossible for me to leave him... But then what about Jin? I don't like the fact that I am hurting him! Ahhhh! What can I do? "You look troubled," said Baekhyun coming up to me. I sighed.
"What happened?" asked Baekhyun. "I just don't know what to do," I said. Jungkook looked at me and Baekhyun with a frown. Ugh! "Bacon... I will talk to you later... on phone maybe," I said. Baekhyun nodded. I went to Jungkook and said, "Kookie..." "What now? Finished talking with Baekhyun? Do you want to go and hold Jimin's hand now?" Jungkook said in a sulky voice.
"Yah!" I said, "Stop it. I want to say sorry." "What for?" asked Jungkook, still not looking at me. "I guess I made you mad at me by caring too much about Jin?" I said. "You did," said Jungkook. I sighed and said, "At least understand me... Jin and I were close to each other before you changed..." "I get it, jagiya... but remember," said Jungkook, facing me and holding both of my hands, "You are mine now."
~Time skip to the end of the lectures~
I am even more confused now. Aish! Even I don't know whom I love now! Jungkook is very sweet, innocent and cute but also very possessive... Jin is caring, understanding and a bit too handsome for me to resist... He said he only wants me to be happy... Which means that he truly loves me...But then Jungkook loves me too!
Then I remembered that I was going to call Baekhyun. I immediately pulled out my phone and dialed his number as I lay on my bed. "Hello," said Baekhyun. "Hello, Baekhyun..." I said. "Oh, Y/N-ah! What happened? You were going to tell me about your troubles at the university." "Yes... Now what could I say? I don't know what to do either and it just hurts so much!" I said.
"Relax. Just tell me what's the problem and I will help you out!" said Baekhyun. "It's about Jungkook and Jin," I said. "What about those two?" asked Baekhyun. I told the whole story to him from the beginning. "Whoa! I never knew all this had happened between you and Jin!" said Baekhyun. "Well... that's not my point," I said, "The thing is that I don't know whom I love..."
Baekhyun was silent for some time. "Bacon, are you still there?" I asked. "Yes," said Baekhyun, "I was just thinking... It's a bit complicated... Jin came back for you too and Jungkook changed... Your first love was Jungkook... yet you fell for Jin..." "So you also think that I fell for Jin," I said. "That's pretty obvious from the way you behave," said Baekhyun. "So what do I do?" I asked.
"You know Y/N... it's said that you should always choose the second person when you fall for two people," said Baekhyun. "Huh?" I said. "I mean... you wouldn't have fallen for Jin if you loved Jungkook truly," said Baekhyun. "Yah! But I love Jungkook too!" I said. "Are you sure?" said Baekhyun, "Maybe it was just a crush..."
Just a crush? "But Baekhyunie, I am dating Jungkook now," I said, "And I would hate to hurt him... He has been hurt once when Ji-eun-unnie left him..." "You should think about Jin too," said Baekhyun, "Didn't you slap Yeonhee today because she hurt Jin? Jin had been hurt badly in the past as well." "Yah! Tell me a solution! You are confusing me even more!" I said.
"Just give yourself some time... Think it through and figure out which one you love," said Baekhyun, "I don't think you can do anything else." "Okay..." I said, "Thanks for talking with me." "Anytime for you," said Baekhyun. We talked about some random things for some time and then hung up.
So I have to think it through... Could it be possible that Jin is my true love? Or is it Jungkook? Argh! I am really bad at this! I don't want to hurt either one of them... Ugh! I lay on my bed lazily, thinking about both Jungkook and Jin, and the times I have spent with both of them. My first kiss with Jin flashed in my head.
I felt my face heat up when I thought of Jin's soft lips on mine. "Y/N! Get it out of your head and think straight!" I scolded myself. But I ended up thinking about my first date with Jin. Jungkook kissing Taeyeon... Shit! It still hurts to think about it! Jungkook used to be such a playboy! At that time, it had hurt a lot... I was still thinking when the doorbell rung downstairs.
I went down to open the door. "Oh Joonie, it's you!" I said. "Y/N! Did you really slap Yeonhee today?!" said Namjoon. "Yes," I said. Joonie hugged me tightly and said, "Woah Y/N, I love you! I wanted to do that since so long!" I pushed Namjoon and said, "Don't even say 'I love you'." "Why?" said Namjoon, in a confused tone, "I mean we often said that to each other... as friends..."
"I know... but these days I am too confused about my feelings," I said, "So don't..." Namjoon stared at me and then said, "So you are thinking about your feelings towards Jin too?" I nodded. "That means you accept that you fell for him," said Joonie, smirking. I blushed and said, "Yah! Did I say that?!" "Your face says it all," said Joonie. He began dancing slightly, singing, "Y/N loves Jin! Y/N loves Jin!" I couldn't help but laugh at his childish manner. Joonie is such an idiot!
~To be continued~
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