BAD GIRL NO LONGER!!

Believer

There's a broken heart begging to be released

There is a girl waiting to let go and be at peace

There's a jar of hearts that has been shaken up

There's is love in the air but we can't allow that feeling to bloom because were afraid it will cause I'll heart to be woken up

I feel the distance in my ears

As I stand high up away from my dreams all these long years

I stand on two legs, looking at the girl I become and I still don't think its fair

How come I was born broken, no one ever gets, why I nervously want to disappear

I wish my life had a different outcome but it just fits that longing look I wear

I try to pretend that I don't care

Because when you care, those bad feelings come up

And cause you choke up

Till you start to wish life was better

Maybe you be able to handle if death left you a letter

The memories I hold on to, afraid to let go

Even though the bad ones suddenly beg me to never let go

Because the pain that comes with it suppose to make me stronger

But I don't feel it, just that aching feeling stuck in my chest as it tells me that I shouldn't breathe no longer

I long for a father figure but all I got was a man hitting my sister till I got stuck in that spot

My mother aware but she too blind by the money she doesn't see the bleeding pain, and anger of my sisters heart as it starts to rot

I'm always deep in thought

Afraid that I might, just do what I was taught

That anger is easier

Then becoming a believer