His Hidden Daughter (Bieber story)

Chapter 5: Telling Justin

"What's her name and how old is she? Justin asked me while looking at her curiously.
"Her name is Lily Rose and she just turned 2 three days ago." I reply while looking at Lily.
"I'd like tacos if that's okay. And I can take her if u want while you cook." Justin replies to me. I nod and he grabs Lily from me, usually she is terrified of guys but she seems okay with Justin. He puts her on his hip and they stare at each other. Lily then grabs Justin's nose and giggles. He chuckles and grabs her bottle from me and then takes her in the living room. Once they're gone, I grab the hamburger out of the fridge and start cooking. About a half hour later dinner is done so I set the table. I make two tacos for Justin with everything he likes that I remember, and a taco for myself. Then I put a little bit of hamburger meat on Lily's plate with some gerber baby cheese puffs since she can't chew a taco shell yet. I get Justin a sweet tea, me a glass of water, and Lily a sippy cup of apple juice. I walk into the living room to tell them that dinner is ready and the site in front of me melts my heart. Justin would be such a good dad to her if he knew, he's laying on his back on the sofa and she's on her tummy on top of his chest with her head turned so that it's facing out into the living room. Justin has his arms wrapped securely around her and her sippy cup is on the floor next to the sofa, empty. They're both sound asleep, I walk over to Justin and gently shake him.
"Justin, dinners done." I say as I take Lily from his chest because he starts to move around and I didn't want her to fall. He gets up and follows us to the kitchen, I sit down with Lily on my lap since she doesn't have a highchair here yet, and he sits at his place across from me.
"doesn't she have a highchair to eat in?" Justin asks me while taking a big bite out of his taco and then moaning. "This is just as good as I remember, if not better." He says as he continues to eat.
I laugh and reply, "no she doesn't, I was going to go shopping for a highchair, bouncer, crib, and some essentials like diapers and stuff tomorrow. I couldn't bring all of that with me from LA." He says okay and that he's going to go shopping with me tomorrow. After dinner, Justin takes Lily into the living room again to keep her occupied while I do dishes. Once I finish the dishes I head in to see what they're up to and I see Justin sitting on the floor with Lily sitting next to him, playing with stuffed animals.
"Justin can I talk to you? It's important." I call out. Justin looks at me and nods then we walk into the kitchen, but stand where we can still see Lily and watch her.
"So what did you need to talk about?" Justin looks at me and asks. I take a deep breath and say, "about why I broke up with you and left." He looks at me as if to tell me to continue, so I do.
"I didn't want to break up, I loved you and I still love you. But something happened and I felt that I had no other Choice. I started feeling weird and then I started gaining weight, so I went to a doctor and found out I was pregnant. You were on your world tour and your career was skyrocketing, I didn't want to ruin it with a baby. So I decided that it would be best if I just left and raised her myself. But seeing the way you act with her today, I realized that you deserve to know that you have a daughter and she needs a dad." I say and then give him a second to take it all in. He looks mad, but relieved all at once.
Then he opened his mouth to speak, "I'm mad that you didn't tell me Emma. I missed out on 2 years of her life. We could've handled this together, but you took that away from me. But i understand that you did it because you thought that it would save my career. I want to be a part of her life now, does my mom know she's mine?" Justin asks.
I shake my head no and he nods, then he sees the tears in my eyes and hugs me.
"Why are you crying Emma?" He whispers in my ear.
"Because I'm so selfish, I feel so bad that you missed out on her life because of me." I reply while crying.
"It's okay, I forgive you. You're here now that's all that matters. Can I tell her I'm her dad?" Justin asks me. I tell him yes and we go back to Lily in the living room.
Justin picks her up and says,"hey Lily, you may not understand but I'm your daddy. I love you and I'm gonna be here for you now. You're my princess." He then kisses her cheeks. She surprises us both by what happens next, she looks up at Justin and says "dadda" and then kisses his nose. He looks at me and then at her and he smiles real big.
"Oh my gosh she just said dadda! She knows who I am!" He says excitedly.
"That's her first real word, she doesn't even say mamma yet, she just says maa, I'm a little jealous." I tell him. Then we both sit down on the sofa and watch Cinderella together as a family. Today is officially the best day of my life, apart from the day Lily was born.