Meagan's P.O.V.
Its like they all took one bucket and they are splashing all kind of insults on me. They had pretty good imagination and every day I would hear another story about me being a slut and that I slept with different boy. I hated this school from bottom of my heart. I hated everyone. I didn't sleep all night long only because of them. I was spending them with my only friend. Razor.
"Look at her hands! Can you see those scars? They can't love you because no one likes sluts like you!" Someone shouted and I covered my arms.
"Just cut, you are never going to be someone." Someone said.
"Why are you cutting? Your life is perfect." Another smart comment flew to my ears.
And I flew back to my mind. I was emptying my locker. Why? Because I am going to end it all. I don't need this sucky life anymore. No one likes me and no one cares. I am going to make them swallow their words. They won't call me fat or stupid or slut ever again.
I don't know why, but I shot them one last smile. Just to see that they can't get me down. In fact, I was at bottom of all bottoms. I left from school. All those books were hard to carry but I didn't mind. I deserved it. I looked at my book and saw smiley face that I did before everything started. Everything was perfect 6 months ago and everything went down the hill.
I raised my head and bumped to someone. All of my book fell down and I bended down to pick them back up.
"I'm so sorry." I said. "I don't know where I looked."
I looked up and saw Niall. He was once a boy that was going to my class. But he isn't anymore because he switched schools. I still remember me being n love with him and talking to my friends how cute and hot he is. He really was prettiest boy in our class and every girl wanted him.
"Its okay. Let me help you." He said and started to pick up books with me.
"You don't have to. I can do it by myself." I said.
"I want to help. You can't do it by yourself." He said.
"Thanks."
~after 1 year~
Me and Niall were one of those cheesy couples. It was only one week that we had our relationship and it wasn't on so good. It will take some more practise to become perfect couple like everyone else.
I was at Niall's place and it was my turn to cook dinner. I rolled my sleeves up revealing my scars. Itwas one of biggest mistakes in my life. I was cooking so much that I totally ignored them. Niall came home and hugged me from back.
"What are yo... Babe, what is that on your hands?" He said and let me go.
"Its nothing." I said and hid my scars.
"Can you just leave that there and come sit here?" He asked and I came. "Roll up your sleeves."
I did as he said and he was shocked. I saw tear in his eye.
"Why are you doing this?" He asked me.
"Because you are never here. You never have time to talk and I never get to see you. I love you so much but it feels like I'm alone at home all the time. I have all those people still in my head and they won't go away." I said and started to cry.
"I'm always here, you just have to call and I'll be there. You can always talk to me." He said and kissed me.
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I really hope you like it and I did my best. Love ya.
