A Trip through Spacetime

Caramel

I have a darkness within me. Something black and sweet. Beautiful, painful and torturously pleasurable. It's a part of me just as much as the rest of me. But I've held it deep down my whole life, I've kept it hidden from everybody. Even from me
But now, when I'm trying to figure out who I am, trying to make sense of the person attached to my name, I feel incomplete when I ignore it
I need some place to safely acquaint myself with that darkness. Some place where I can hurt, where I can rage, where I can roar and yell until my eyes bleed. A place where I can still myself in a way no amount of light can let you
It's the sleep I need to face the day, I need to drown in that darkness
But I'm afraid I might not resurface, I might lose myself in the comfort and power of that dark side.
Can't live with it, can't live without....