Wilted

Seven

Obito's POV
When your deep thoughts kill your appetite, but you still have to go get ice cream with your lovely girlfriend and...Kakashi....so you don't look like an asshole.

I don't want any fucking ice cream. I'm too upset right now. But my super awesome girlfriend wants ice cream, so that means I have to get ice cream. And I have to eat it with someone who lives in my head rent free. Sometimes I wonder if I developed feelings for this bastard because I like him or if it's because I'm so envious that I wanna be him. Maybe both. I think I'm toxic. But that's besides the point. Focus. I have the girl of my dreams, so I should feel unstoppable right? Everything is fine. I just have issues. Yeah... It's feeling like the longest stroll right now for this sweet treat that I'm about to share with my super awesome best girlfriend ever. Sooo I guess you could call this our first date? But Kakashi just has to be here. Maybe if I ignore him long enough, I'll become delusional and he'll magically wiped out of existence and I'm on this perfect date. Why have I never considered therapy?

I'm not mental
I'm not mental
I'm not fucked up
I'm great
Fresh as a daisy
FOCUS!!!!!

"Obitoooo," Rin says softly

"FOCUS!"

Rin pauses and stops pushing me.

"Are you on drugs? Do you need a nap? Are we gonna be able to do this today?" She giggles while asking me these questions jokingly

As much as I wanna say that I'm definitely on something and go home, the Uchiha clan doesn't raise lil bitches. You know what? I'm gonna go outta spite to annoy Bakashi. That'll show him that I'm strong and perfectly unbothered. Because if he likes to act like nothing happened then so do I. I'm calm and cool. I take a deep breath and exhale quietly. I can do this. I know I sound pretty dramatic right now but his existence just really bothers me at the moment.

"Why do you look constipated babe?" Rin asks

"I'm just deep in thought is all."

My girlfriend briefly strokes my hair softly before pushing me again.

"If you need to talk about anything just lemme know, okay?"

"I will. I promise," I respond while smiling

I love her. She just makes everything better. This is why she's literally superior to anyone ever in existence and no one can tell me otherwise. I'm literally obsessed with her. She's been there for me since day 1 for everything. Her love and support never wavered, and I couldn't be more grateful for her. I don't know where I'd be without Rin. She really is the best........
Jesus Christ is the ice cream shop in fucking Africa like what is this?

"Are we there yet," I groan loudly

"It's only been 5 minutes, dumbass," Kakashi says in a very annoyed tone

"Oh so now you wanna say something? Did I ask you? No. So shut the fuck up. You need to sit the fuck down."

"You make sitting down look like the worst thing ever, and for that you make me even more ecstatic to have legs that work."

"We can all go home if that's what you guys want. I'm tired of this, seriously. We literally can't do anything fun together because you two don't wanna grow up and be mature about this shit. I don't give a shit what you guys are beefing over, but I'm fucking sick of it," Rin says loudly and firmly

Kakashi stops and looks back at both of us before throwing up his hands in defeat and starts walking a different direction. I'm not sure where but as long as he's gone, I couldn't care less where he goes.

"Sooo, are you still hungry?" I ask Rin while laughing nervously

"You guys are gonna have to get over this eventually. At first I didn't really pay attention to it. But now I'm like...I don't know. It's just not okay, alright? How did it get worse?"

My mind keeps going to flashbacks of me and Kakashi having moments alone at Rin's house at any moment she'd disappear to go do something. Honestly sometimes she'd have stuff to do and him and I would just hang out because I guess it's basically my house too? A little over a year ago, Kakashi and I started like seeing each other if that's what you call it. I don't know. Me and Kakashi would be in her room. It started with us sitting really close together. Sometimes we'd like link our fingers together secretly. Or I'd put my hands in his pockets while we watched movies. I remember when Rin would go help her family make supper. We would hold hands. It wasn't really a big deal to me until we started kissing and then full blown making out. Because that's when I was like this is kinda serious now and maybe we should talk about it. Honestly not a whole lot was said. There wasn't really a confession of feelings or anything. Things kinda just happened. When I did try to mention it, he would either change the subject or become cold and act like we have nothing going on. I know all these things were probably nothing to him, but it was everything to me. I feel things deeply. I really wish we could've actually been something if I'm being honest. I still love Rin to death but I can't ignore he impact this situation had on me. I really hate it because I just wanna move on with my life with the girl of my dreams, but I don't think that's gonna happen anytime soon. I just miss the rush of it all. The secrecy. The way he'd give me butterflies every time he looked at me with a deep and soft expression. It really felt like he actually cared about me. We've had a lot of highs and lows. But I really think it's over.

At the ice cream shop...

As we approach the ice cream shop, I notice Rin pushing me faster.

"Babe, slow down."

"Noooo I'm hungry. Don't ruin this for me. Love you, thanks. You're awesome."

I roll my eyes and smile afterwards. As Rin, enters the building, she's immediately greeted the nice lady at the counter.

"Hiii! What are we scooping todayyyy?"

"Ooo, some mint chocolate chip ice cream sounds really good," Rin says cutely and enthusiastically

"Can I get like one scoop of chocolate and one scoop of strawberry?"

The lady smiles at both of us before scooping our ice cream into some fancy decorative little cups. She sets our treats on the counter before sticking spoons into each cup.

"Alrighty, you're total today is going to be $5.45."

Rin hands her some cash and smiles happily while the lady pays us out.

"Thank youuuu," my girlfriend says as she hands me my ice cream first before her own

She wheels me over to one of the picnic tables outside. I feel like a shitty boyfriend. She sits down across from me and takes a picture of her food before digging in.

"I would've payed for us."

"Babe, it's not a big deal," Rin tells me with her mouth full

She's so cute

"Well, it is to me."

"If you don't shut up about it, I'm eating your friggin ice cream. So shushhhhh."

This is why I'm obsessed with her. Her personality is literally prefect. It's immaculate. Kakashi wishes he could be this lucky. Oh wait, he could've been, but he just likes to ruin everything sooo...

Stop thinking about him. You can't be obsessed with both of them.

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I'm not exactly sure how many of y'all are still invested or what not but I think the best solution to my writers block is to just publish whatever I'm able to despite how long or short it is. What really motivated me again was just looking back at all the positive comments that were left. It means so much to me:)