Wilted

Filler!!! Until I figure something out...

This isn't a real chapter, but it does contain some juicy information...

Obito

As we're on our way to go get ice cream, I can't help but think about Kakashi's behavior towards me. It's different. He's more mean to me than usual. I know we bicker sometimes, but we know we're cool with each other. However, the way he acted today just rubbed me the wrong way. I actually feel some type of way about it. I feel...hurt. I really thought Kakashi and I finally became real friends, and we understood each other. Maybe, he doesn't want that. Maybe, he seriously looks down on me. Like the thought of even having some type of relationship with me disgusts Kakashi or makes him feel embarrassed. It makes me feel really bad. I know I'm annoying, but there are people that still love and care about me. When it comes to Kakashi, I don't know what I did, and I'm so confused. This is exactly why I stopped having feelings for him. No one really sees this, but he's so hot and cold with me. How can this prick kiss me, then proceed to tell me that I'm nothing and say we have nothing? A lot more happened on that park bench than just talking. From there, we'd continue seeing each other all the time in secret for a few weeks. We weren't dating, but we did things normal friends shouldn't do. Then, outta nowhere, Kakashi became cold towards me again. I can tell by today though, this is a different kind of cold, and I don't think he's gonna warm up to me anytime soon or ever.
I just thought he was a jerk, but no, he really is a fuckin narcissistic asshole who plays with my emotions. I hate how Kakashi targets me. If he didn't wanna be with or around me, he should've just left me alone like any normal person would do. How can you do that to someone and sleep comfortably knowing you treated them like shit? And you know what? Fuck him. Seriously, fuck Kakashi and his insults to my paraplegia. My dream is to be able to walk again, and it angers me he doesn't respect that. I hope he isn't sticking around with the intent to steal my girl. I know she wouldn't leave me, but Kakashi has legs, and he's good at everything. Who wouldn't wanna be with him? Me of all people did at one point.
I should've known that what we had wouldn't last because not once did I ever hear him say that he loves me. Instead of worrying about him, I could've been focusing all that energy on Rin. Kakashi was a waste of time, and I'm so upset that I'll never get that time back. If he hates me so much, why does he stick around? Why do I stick around?
Rin knows about everything, and she doesn't think it's serious. But it's serious to me and Kakashi. I don't want him to go off on me because he doesn't know I told her. God, I hate everything and everyone.