Moments (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Part 14- This is how I feel

Because I felt bad for the way I left it of in the last part I'll put out another one right away. Not much happen in this part, but the next one something wonderful will happen!! Enjoy!

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I do not know what I'm thinking, but I could not help myself. I figured of course, that the door was locked, but when I pushed the door handle down the door gently slid open...

The door made no noise as it slid open. Her humming got much clearer. The shower door was of glass, but not the kind you could see through I could only see the outline of her body. Not that it wasn't good enough. I discovered that her clothes is lying in a pile next to the shower and on top of the pile there was a bright pink bra. I'd like to see her in that. Harry! Don't think like that! Even if the door did not make any sound it took her about two seconds to discover that I was standing in the doorway. She could of course not see that it was me through the shower door, but who else? "Harry! What the fuck are you doing?! Get out!" I think this was one of the worst excuses I've ever told " I'm sorry... I thought the door was locked" She didn't hesitate to answer "But you had to check??" I did not know what to say, but obviously she wasn't going to wait for a reply," Just get out... ok? I swear to good you are in troubles Styles". I quickly pulled myself back and closed the door. Then I sat on the bed again. For one reason or another I did not drive my brain to think out a new excuse , but on the other hand I was thinking taht If I'm ever to own a hotel,  I'm going to invest in see trough shower doors ... Jesus! The boys are right! I really am a pervert...

Mia's POV:

For some reason, I'm not mad at Harry that he just came into the bathroom while I was in the shower. I tried but I just cannot. And there is only one reason for that... I have feelings for him. I mean. We've made out, but thats almost two weeks ago. He has tried to kiss me several times afterwards, but after what Niall said I've been rejecting him. GOD I regret it more than anything. But at the same time it's true then. I want him to be my boyfriend before we go around kissing each other, but I want him to ask me. And until then I just got to bite my teeth together and continue to reject him. I might  tell him how I feel for him, but I won't make it easy for him.

I put on a panty and a t-shirt because I was going to jump right into bed. I went out to Harry. I put up a sour face when I walked out of the bathroom, but as soon as I saw him I could not be angry anymore. "Mia I'm so-" I inerrupted him "Harry ... it's ok  ... do not worry" He scratched his head as I sat down on the bed beside him. "Are you serious?" He actually looked like he meant what he said, "Yes, but there is something I want to talk to you about ..." He suddenly looked a little scared, but he did not say anything so I continued, "The little note you wrote to me this morning ..." I took a deep breath and let it out again," You wrote that I talked while sleeping. I know that I say a lot of thing when I sleep talk so please. Please tell me what I said" He looked up and met my gaze. He looked a little confused. "You asked  ..." He paused, and then he had a sad expression on his face, "You asked why nobody loved you..." Oh no ... I glanced down ... here I go rejecting him and then I say something like that ... I was speechless. He put his hand around my shoulder. "I do not know if this make any sense to you, but it doesn't to me so please explain ..." He really looked like he was wondering about this. He continued to speak, "I've tried to kiss you several times, but you just keep turning me down. Is it really because of what Niall said?" He looked at me, but I could not meet his gaze. "Both yes and no..." I looked up at him. It was now I had the chance to tell him how I really felt. "I'm not really the type of girl who goes around kissing her best friend. I'm more the type that kisses only her boyfriend..." I tried to emphasize the word boyfriend, but do not know if I made it. "But the day that we ... um ... kind of kissed. I just could not hold myself. But when Niall said what he did. It kind of reminded me of who I really am ..." He just sat there staring at me. He looked perplexed. "Harry ... What I feel for you is ... it's something special. Something I've never felt about a guy before, But I just don't ... I just don't know how to handle it ..." He glanced at the clock ... "I'm sorry if I've pushed you or rushed you into something ..." He glanced at the clock again "It's late...  You should get some rest, and I'm sorry again, but I have to go now Mia. Have a nice travel home and I'll see you in a week ... ok?" I just nodded ... I halfway told him how I felt and then he just walked off. He kissed me on the cheek before he disappeared out the door. Well ... another week before I would see him again...

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Well Well... What do you think?? Please leave a comment and I promise to get the next part out tomorrow :D