shifting to hogwarts, my shifting experience

draco acting suspicious

the christmas holidays were great, i came home to see my dr family.

then the 8th of january came and we all returned to hogwarts.

it was a cold yet sunny sunday morning

as i was leaving of the hogwarts express, i see draco. not his usual self, somethings different about him. he doesn't even come and say hello. just one glance and he walks away into the distance.

i decided to walk to his dorm because he never comes to mine. i walked in without knocking and he was in the middle of getting changed, he turned around and gave me a massive bear hug whilst he was shirtless.

he gave me this beautiful ring and i gave him an expensive watch as christmas gifts.

the sun began to set and we danced in his room to the slowed version of 'pluto protector' and other slow songs until we got tired and lay on his bed.

i was laying on his chest and he thought i fell asleep.

i was awake.

i could hear him sobbing whilst playing with my hair, i looked at him and hugged him so tight until he said he needs to leave somewhere.
"i need to go somewhere, stay here. ill be back."

"where?" i asked.

he looked at me...

"i love you."

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i had been up all night, waiting for him to come back.

it was 7am and i was getting ready to leave to go back to my dorm as he walked in the door.

"where were you? all night i have been worrying!" i said furiously.

"it doesn't concern you." he said stubbornly.

"it doesn't concern me, that my boyfriend is wondering around the school. after curfew. all night. yeah definitely."

as i walked out, he looked at me, broken.

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i decided i would go to the astronomy tower that night to see if he was there, because i felt bad for snapping at him.

he wasn't there even though we meet there every night.

i went to the slytherin common room, blaise stays there until late at night. i asked his friend group if they had seen draco.
blaise said "i haven't seen him but he has been acting odd and recently. i would of thought you'd know."

i went back to his dorm. curfew was getting close and i was worrying more.

i decided to walk back to astronomy tower for the last time to see if he was there. still not there.

i walked back to his dorm AGAIN and fell asleep.

at around 2 am i woke up to draco walking into his dorm in floods of tears.

"get out" he demanded.

"no. i was here first"

he looked exhausted, it had clearly been raining because he was soaking wet.

"whatever is going on with you draco. you know that you can talk to me and you will always have me. im not leaving you tonight. not ever."

draco got undressed and snuggled under the covers with me until we fell asleep.

draco never went out suspiciously again. i know this was nothing to do with the fact he becomes a death eater because we are in 5th year.

i still don't know what happened to this day.