I wake up cradled in Ryder's arms. He's carrying me to I guess his room. "Hi Angel." He quietly says and I smile "h-hi baby." He smiles and opens his bedroom door.
He sets me on the bed and closes the door. "What t-time is i-it?" I ask and Ryder gets out his phone "it's 8:30 but I figured since you were sleeping we could go to bed." I yawn and sit up. "Well I-I'm not tired any-anymore." "We can watch movies?" I shake my head.
He smiles "we can go in the hot tub." I look at him and he smirks. I smile and jump out of bed "I-I knew br-bringing a bathing su-suit was a g-good idea." I run over to my suitcase and grab the bathing suit. "I-I'm gonna go t-to the bathroom t-to change." I run to the bathroom and put it on.
The bathing suit is a bikini. It's light pink with black polkadots. It shows a little bit of my boobs but it's fine. I walk out of the bathroom and into Ryder's room. I put my dirty clothes in a hamper for when I do my wash.
"I got towels." Ryder says and I turn to face him. He has on black swimming trunks. His abs and v-line are showing. I bite my bottom lip and walk over to him. I take one of the towels from him.
"Th-thank you." I follow him to the other end of the house. And there a hot tub outside. There's these like candle looking things that are lit. I guess the smoke keeps bugs away.
I climb into the hot tub. Ryder just stands there. I giggle "come o-on get in." He jumps in splashing me. I squeal and giggle. "You go-got me all we-wet."
He smiles "yeah and we're in a hot tub. You're going to get wet." I giggle and push him away from me. He splashes water at me. We go back and forth splashing water at each other for a while.
Ryder stops splashing and climbs out. He grabs his phone and starts doing something. I little bit later music is playing from a speaker that is somewhere. I smile and start dancing to the music. A song comes on one of my favorite songs. So I start singing it.
Ryder laughs and grabs my arm. He pulls me towards him. "Adorable." He says before kissing "you're so fucking adorable." I blush and hide my face as best as I can.
He kisses the top of my head. I splash him with water and move away from him. "You just messed up." He comes towards me and I squeal. I run away from him as best as I can in the hot tub. He gets me and lifts me up.
As though it's a reflex I wrap my legs around him. He let's out a quiet groan. I look at him and he smiles. He puts his lips on mine aggressively kissing me.
I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me. I try to control the kiss but he quickly dominates me. He grabs my throat choking me a little. He breaks the kiss and kisses along my jaw.
He nibbles at my ear. "You're gonna listen to me right." He basically growls in my ear and I slowly nod. "I want you to quickly dry off go to my room and into my bathroom. Take your little bikini off and get in the shower." I slowly nod yet again.
"Wh-What will you be d-doing." He chuckles "I'll be getting us clothes duh." I smile and nod. He slowly let's go of me and I slide down him.
I land on my feet and climb out of the hot tub. I quickly dry off and run into his room. I go into the bathroom and take my bathing suit off. I go into the shower and stand there.
The bathroom door opens a few minutes later. "Angel you know you need water on to shower." He says and I blush. "Well yeah b-but you n-never said t-to turn on the water you-you just said to come in h-here take my bathing s-suit off and get in th-the shower. You never said a-anything about turning on th-the water."
He laughs "well how are we supposed to shower if there's no water." "Well I-I don't know." That makes him laugh even more.
He walks into the shower and starts turning on the shower. I stand behind him trying to hide myself as best as I can. I don't want him seeing me. Seeing my belly.
The bikini bottoms were high waisted so they covered it. But in the shower I'm completely naked. And I can't hide my boobs, belly, and lady part when I only have 2 hands.
Ryder turns so he's facing me. "You don't have to be shy. I won't judge you. Trust me no matter how bad you think you look you are beautiful and you body is perfect." I just stand there looking at his emerald green eyes.
He sighs and slowly walks the few steps towards me. He slowly grabs my hands and moves them until they're at my sides. I feel my cheeks heating up and I quickly look at the floor.
Ryder grabs my chin and tilts it making me look up at him. "Angel you're beautiful you don't have to hide anything when your around me. You're fucking perfect and nothing will change that. I don't care if you think you have a stomach. Everyone has fat somewhere on their body..."
I interrupt him. "You don't. You-You have a p-perfect body with m-muscles and abs. You don't n-need to be insecure and w-worry about people judging y-you." I say and stick my bottom lip out pouting.
Ryder rolls his eyes "Angel listen to me. You're perfect. The only reason I am built the way I am is because I work out a lot. And I eat healthy crap. You eat food you like and that's fine. It's just the way you are. You have a little belly and that's fine you're perfect and beautiful."
I pout even more "well maybe I-I should start eating h-healthy crap and I-I won't have a b-belly." Ryder sigh and wraps his arms around my waist. He pulls me towards him. "Angel tonight was supposed to be fun. And now your making me sad." I roll my eyes and look at the ground. "Great you can be sad with me." Ryder shakes his head and smirks.
"That's not how it works around here. You see if your sad I have to make you happy. And you're said so guess what I'm gonna do." "M-make me happy." I quietly say and he nods.
Ryder let's go of me and kisses my cheek. "You're gorgeous." He says before kissing all over my face. I giggle and he finally stops. He leans down and kisses me gently biting my bottom lip.
He pulls away and I smile. "There's that beautiful smile." I blush and look at the ground. We shower and dry off.
I put on a bra, panties, shorts and one of Ryder's shirts. I go in the bathroom and blow dry my hair as he does whatever he's doing. Once I finish blow drying my hair I walk into the bedroom and he's sleeping.
I smile and jump on the bed landing right next to him. He groans and rolls over. "What" he says in a tired and grumpy voice.
"I w-wanna cuddle." He nods and pulls me towards him. I lay my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat. He basically went back to sleep as soon as I laid on him. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep.

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Roman d'amourHe's the school bad boy, but he's so nice to me. He doesn't care that I have anxiety and that I stutter. He likes me for me and treats me like a princess. He cares about me the real me not the shy worried me.