I love you

Chapter 27

I wake up and Ryder is still sleeping. I wiggle out of his grip and walk to his door. I step out of his room and slowly close his bedroom door.

I walk down the hallway, past the living room, and into the kitchen. I get a glass and get some water. I practically chug it and head back to Ryder's room.

He's sitting on the bed looking around kinda alarmed. "Is ev-everything on?" I ask and he quickly looks at me. He almost instantly relaxes and smiles. "Nothings wrong I was just wondering where you were."

I climb in bed. "Oh w-well I was in-in the kitchen drinking w-water." He nods and lays back down. I move over to him and lay my head on his chest.

We quietly lay there for a while. "My family will be here in about 2 hours." "Family?" I ask and he nods "my aunts, uncles, cousins, and grandparents." I gulp "yo-you didn't tell me yayour cousins, Aunts, Uncles an-and Grandparent will be h-here." I say a little panicked.

"I didn't think it mattered." I shake my head and quickly stand up. "I need to get dr-dressed. And do m-my hair and my make-makeup. And I-I need to...." Ryder cuts me off "You don't have to get all dolled up just because my family is coming over. They won't judge you."

I sigh a sigh of relief. "Well my cousins might." I gulp and start to panic again. Ryder climbs out of bed and hugs me. "Don't worry Angel they'll love you."

"Promise." I say as I show him my pinky. He laughs "I promise." He says and links his pinky finger with mine. I smile and go on my tippy toes quickly kissing him.

I go in the bathroom. I brush my teeth and my hair. I then run over to my bag of clothes. I grab ripped blue jeans, a grey tank top, and my leather jacket, I put my combat boots on just in case we go outside.

I turn to Ryder "does th-this look ok." I ask. He looks at me and smiles. "You like perfect."

I smile and practically skip into the the kitchen. "Go-Good morning." Sara(Ryder's mom) turns to me and smiles. "Well aren't you happy this morning." I smile "I slept amazing last-last night and Ryder prom-promised his Aunts, Un-Uncles and cousins w-won't judge me and that th-they'll like me."

She smiles "they will like you what's not to like about you." I shrug "well my-my height, and my anxiety which tends t-to make me ac-act awkward as some p-people say, and my st-stuttering." Sara shakes her head. "Nope you're perfect." I nod "R/Ryder's been telling m-me that."

"I've been telling you what." Ryder says as he walks into the kitchen. "Th-that I'm perfect." He crosses his arms across his chest. "Are you talking about how fat you are because I told you a little body fat is normal. And you're perfect."

Sara looks at me and I look at the ground. "I was act-actually talking to her a-about you priming you're c-cousins and other fam-family members won't j-judge me." "Oh" I roll my eyes and walk over to the table. I sit down and call Chase. "Hey what's up." I smile.

"Hi I j-just called to see how you-you and Dean are." I hear him talking but all I can here is super loud music. "Are y-you at a party?" "Yeah Dean's friends insisted on throwing one. Drew was wondering where you were." I roll my eyes "Well I-I-I don't care what Dr-Drew was wondering a-about me. I hate him."

"I know and obviously I told him you're at your friends place but he didn't believe me. So he's been drinking for the past 2 hours." I smile "good l-let him drink un-until he passes out m-maybe he'll stop having f-feelings for me and th-thinking that I'll get with h-him." Chase laughs.

"Yeah about that he already did forget about you." "What?" I say confused and he nervously laughs. "Yeah he fucked some chic in your room on your bed."

I stand up. "He fucking fuck-fucked a chic i-in my room on my f-fucking bed. Nobody i-is allowed in my r-room especially when I'm g-gone. What the h-hell is wrong with him." Chase sighs "look he was drunk and thought it was a guest room."

I roll my eyes "I-I don't care if he w-was drunk and wh-what he thought. No-No one is allowed in my r-room. And it's obvious wh-which room is mine b-because it's the only g-girly room. God fucking a ch1chic in my bed. I'm go-going to kill h-him that's dis-disgusting."

Chase sighs "Liv take some deep breaths and calm d..." I cut him off "you tell m-me to calm down a-and I'm coming back h-home and kick-kicking your a-ass." "Ok ok I got to go I'll call you later love you bye." He hangs up the phone. Damn that was a fast bye didn't even give me time to say bye.

I turn around and Ryder is looking at me confused. "Turns out my br-brothers are throw-throwing a party and Andrew f-fucked a chic in my fuck-fucking bed." He looks at me and I nod.

"Yeah h-he fucking fucked s-some dumb little sl-slut on my bed. And I sw-swear to god if they ruin-ruined my bl-blankets they're getting it. Oh my god Ch-Chocolate chip. They probably fucking touch-touched chocolate chip." He looks at me even more confused.

"Chocolate chip i-is my brabrown teddy b-bear. I-I-I had her since I-I was a baby. If th-they got anything on h-her or even touched h-her I'm kill-killing him and the st-stupid slut." Ryder wraps his arms around me hugging me in a backwards hug.

He presses his lips against my neck. "I'm sure chocolate chip is fine and they'll most likely wash the blankets and crap." I nod and take a deep breath.

"Sorry I-I normally don't freak o-out like th-that unless I'm o-on my per..." I stop talking. "Oh gosh my-my period this i-isn't good. I-I don't have t-tampons or anything a-and I get mad easily mean-meaning I might yell a-at your family or I m1might...." I'm interrupted by Ryder spinning me and kissing me.

He pulls away. "If you need anything I can take you to the store and you can get the things you need. You can get your tampons and other things. While I get you a crap load of chocolate and other junk food." I smile "really." He nods and I take his hand.

I pull him towards the door. "Gosh that's great I-I-I thought I'd h-have to take myself bec-because you'd be grossed out." He laughs and shakes his head. "Angel it is a thing all woman and young woman go through. Why would I be grossed out."

I shrug "w-well because of cr-cramps and blood c-coming out of me." He smiles and shakes his head. "It May bother some guys but not me. Right now I'm focused on keeping you happy and comfortable."

I smile and drag him to the car. We drive to the store and I walk to the woman's isle. I get tampons and pads. I find Ryder and he's still looking at stuff.

"What junk food do you like?" He asks and I giggle. "Here y-you hold this and I'll get-get them." I say as I hand him the basket. I grab a few chocolate bars then I grab some Oreos. I go to the chip isle and try to reach the chips I want but they are way to high.

"What kind do you want I'll get them." He says and I smile. "The normal j-just plain chips r-right there." I say as I point to them. He grabs them and puts them in the basket.

I grab a few more things. "Is that everything?" He asks and I nod. We get in line and I remember the ice cream. "Oh ice cream. I-I forgot the i-ice cream." He chuckles. "Go get some."

I smile "I'll b-be right back." I jog towards the ice cream and can't decide on one kind so I get a crap load. I squeeze through the line.

The cashier looks at Ryder a little funny as she scans the tampons and pads. "I-I'm back." Ryder looks down at me and sees the 5 ice cream flavors I'm trying to balance in my hands. He smiles and takes them from me. And puts them on the grocery thinking before it is scanned.

"So 5 ice cream flavors." He says and I smile a little. "Well y-yeah I wanted peanut butter b-but also strawberry. And m-mint chocolate chip. But also cookie d-dough because I-I-I love cookie dough and chocolate b-because well you kn-know. And I couldn't j-just choose 1 s-so I got all 5 I-I figure your family might- might want some." He smiles and shakes his head.

"What?" I ask and He looks at me. "Nothing." I smile and stand there waiting for the cashier to scan everything. After a little I grab Ryder's hand and he smirks.

He pays for the stuff. We grab the bags walk to the car and climb in. "So my little Angel the same thing as last time. We watch movies, eat junk food and cuddle." I smile a big smile and nod. He kisses my forehead and starts driving home.