きゅう Hurt

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I lay my head on my desk, looking out the window, I ignore the calls and yells from the class. They're so loud, all the time...especially Bakugou's dumb bitch club. I look over towards them to see Mina on Sero's back while Bakugou hits Kiri and Denki laughs, I squint my eyes.

"This is one of their quieter days," Jiro says as she walks over and sits on the desk in front of me, "You seem pretty settled these days,"

"Mmm, not much of a choice," I mumble in a tired voice as I reach out and play with her wire softly.

"Whats with you and Bakugou? You seem to help him practice almost every evening these days, did he blackmail you into being his punching bag?"

"It's nothing like that, I want to watch him train, his quirk is cool and even though he's an asshole he's actually quiet when he trains alone," I say with more energy, i don't wanna blow our cover, "Plus it helps me too, I'm enrolled in this course so I have to learn one way or another,"

"You don't like learning by getting in on action?"

"Dangerous, I don't have a quirk, remember," I say, she nods her head down and sighs. We both fall silent, I continue playing with her wire while she dazes out the window.

"Suicide bomber, lets go," I sigh and lazily stand, "Don't die on me yet,"

"Class only just ended,"

"So?"

"I don't have your superpower abilities, I'm a weak human let me rest," I whine as I let my head fall on his chest, he makes an irritated sound.

"Keep resting and you'll stay human," He says quieter as he tilts his head down towards me.

"I don't think our approach is working," I say as I pick my head back up and look at him, by now everyone else has walked out of the classroom. He looks at me confused but doesn't speak, "I'll head back to the dorms and use my brain power,"

"Brain power?"

"Mhm, I'm really smart I'm sure we're missing something important,"

"Whatever, lets head back then,"

-

"IDIOT!" Huh? I wake up with jolt and my life flashes before my eyes as I see the devil them-self standing at the end of my bed.

"KACCHAN? HOW DID YOU GET IN-"

"I KNEW YOUR DUMBASS WASN'T GONNA PRACTICE!" oop.

"Okay fine you caught me, I took a nap so what?"

He climbs onto the bed and grabs the collar of my top, he looks at me with his enraged red eyes, kinda hot.

"You fucking perv, why are you blushing!"

"I-"

"Get the fuck up now, I'm figuring this shit out whether you wanna comply or not," He instructs, I nod and look at ground as I get off my bed. He sighs and sits on the edge of the bed, "Iseul," he says in a softer voice.

"Mhm?"

"I'm on your side, alright? I don't care about your reasons but I'm not out to kill you after I get what I want,"

"I know,"

"Are you on mine?"

I pause.

"Iseul," He now pulls me onto his lap, he holds me firmly and looks at me directly, "What are you gonna do once you get your quirk?"

Find Yui.

"Survive,"

He sighs and lets his head fall, for a moment it lands on my shoulder and I feel a touch of comfort. Obviously, he picks it back up within an instance and I can tell he didn't mean anything flirtatious or even notice.

"Kacchan," I say as I look him, "I'm not going to betray anyone," I wrap my arms around his neck and he wears an annoyed look but I still feel his arms close around my waist.

"Deku keeps uncovering information, at this rate he's gonna get the approval and recognition for figuring out your case," He says in an annoyed voice, so thats what this is about...

I look at him properly and notice his expressions are gone from his face, he seems almost relaxed.

"Its impossible, not even I fully know what happened that day," I say as I let one hand touch his hair lightly, I watch his shoulders ease slightly but he seems to catch himself and tenses back up.

"Of course you don't, you don't know anything,"

"Kacchan..." I say in a hurt voice, he looks away for a moment, his face still close to mine.

"I'm sick of this shit,"

"Huh?"

He now looks back at me, his persona completely changed.

"Did you think I was playing buddy with you because I liked you or something?" He asks with sharpness, I watch with big eyes as he glares at me, "Get over yourself, youre just a weak quirkiness masochist,"

"Kacchan-"

"Stop calling my name like that, like I'm meant to respond softly or someshit. Just give me your fucking notebook so I can figure out your freak show backstory on my own,"

Why does this hurt so much? I thought I was getting close to him... I thought I found him attractive as a joke, so why? Why does it feel like I'm being stabbed?

"Are you kidding me?" He asks as a tear drop falls down my face, "You're gonna cry?"

"I can't help it..."

"Iseul," He says as he looks down at me, I look back at his face, "You're so fucking stupid," I try to grit my teeth so I don't embarrass myself in front of him but I feel the tears downpour.

"I'm sorry," I say quietly as I go to get off his lap, even though I try to leave he just pulls me back in tightly and slightly roughly, "Bakug-"

"Just shut up and stay here for a minute," He growls as he holds me tightly in his embrace. I lay my head onto his shoulder and wrap my arms back around his strong build as I cry.

Am I a fool? Why did I think someone like him was going to be my safety here, I knew from the start he wanted a professional relationship where we both got our benefits and then left. So why, can't I let go of him right now.

"From now own, don't trust people so easily," He whispers, I sniffle and I hear him sigh, "Let me know when you're done, this comfort will be our exchange for your notes,"

"I threw them out,"

"HUH?"

"I didn't want anyone seeing it so I-"

"Its gone?" He asks as he pulls back to look at me, I nod. Without warning he shoves me to the side, "You're useless," He says lowly before he leaves.

I sit alone in the dark room alone, the tears still down pouring.

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