Someone To Love

Fifth Hardcock

Beam POV

Job quietly stood up and went to the bar. He left me on my seat whilst I was sobbing silently. When he returned, he just told me that everything's set. He also handed me keys to a nearby hotel.

"I was hoping for something between us, of course.", Job told me.

Job accompanied me until the hotel room but he eventually left. He offered to stay and wait for me at the lobby but I declined.

He stared at me. "You love him, don't you?"

"Apparently, more than he loves himself.", I answered. He captured my lips before leaving. I know I should be ashamed of what I'm doing to Job but my mind holds nothing but thoughts of Forth.

I ordered alcohol to be delivered in the room while waiting for Forth to come. My mind was clouded. Aside from the light coming in from the window, no other light source was illuminating the room.

I leaned on the bed's headboard while sitting on the mattress when Forth finally arrived. His face obscure by the darkness.

"How do you want me?", he spoke in a flirting tone when he entered. I saw his silhouette quickly stripping his clothes as soon as he closed the door. I bowed my head down and bit my lips so I will not whimper.

"Are you shy on me baby?", he flirted some more but I didn't answer him.

"Just tell me how you want me.", he said as he climbed over the bed and crawled over me. My right hand reached for the lampshade switch before I raised my head.

"Not like this.", I finally answered which I followed with a loud sobs. He turned pale while staring at me. He was completely naked at that time but I didn't have any drop of sexual desire in my body.

"W-what are you doing here?", he stuttered.

"Taking you home.", I answered and embraced him tightly. He struggled to get me off but I caged him tighter in my arms.

Moments later, he buried his face on my shoulder and he started weeping. He broke down completely, pouring all his emotions on the spot. I was blank on what to say to him so I just hugged him tighter.

We stayed in that position for a few minutes without talking. I just let him expend his emotions in my arms. Emotionally exhausted, we both drifted to sleep. When I woke up, it was already morning. What's funny, I was still completely clothed, while Forth was sleeping naked beside me.

Honestly, I don't know how I will process everything that had happened. I'm not a hypocrite to say that I didn't feel anything when I saw his delicious body especially since my mind escapsulates that Forth was there as a paid whore. My anger flared more for the people he considers his family. But it was replaced by the pity that I feel for my bestfriend.

Instead of getting out of the bed, I just watched Forth's face while he's asleep. His eyes were swollen and I was staring at them. That's why when he opened his eyes, our eyes instantly met.

"I guess I wasn't dreaming then.", he said before giving me a wry smile then avoiding my gaze. I didn't speak and just hugged him again. I thought we'll both end up in tears again.

"I still can't believe you paid ten thousand to fuck me.", he said which shocked me.

"Ten thousand? What the--Is your ass made up of gold?" I exclaimed out of nowhere which made him turn to me.

"You don't know?", he wondered.

"I wasn't the one who paid for your bar fine.", I confessed to him and I explained that Job handled everything. I told him also about Job's plan that we should be the one in that room. Forth just looked at me that time.