Someone To Love

Finally Complete

Beam POV

The whole four days at the beach was fun. Yes, Forth and I weren't given a chance to have some alone time but it was not the point of that trip anyway. It was quality time for our circle of friends.

Since it was our last night in the island paradise, we decided to roam around and really get wasted. Especially since it will be a while before Phana and Wayo comes back. As Pearl said, what happened with alcohol, will stay in the haze of our brains. If you know what that means, you should ask her because I don't know too.

I was not surprised at all to find many people had their sights on Forth which I didn't mind much. He was a bit awkward at first but I gave him a reassuring nod. In my point of view, I wanted him to experience being happy and letting loose without worrying about something. He deserves to he happy.

"What if he looks for someone else?", one part of my brain inquired.

"He deserves to be happy.", I murmured. The thought made me a bit melancholic but I'm adamant about that thought. But of course, like a total hypocrite, I didn't stray far from my dream man. I made sure he's still within my line of vision.

"Why don't you just sit beside him so you won't fidget like a cat with constipation in your seat?" I was startled when I heard Pearl's voice behind me. She was with Wayo and Phana both of whom were smiling at me.

“He deserves to be happy." I told them which made Pearl shake her head.

“Well, it seems like he would be in a few minutes.”, Phana suddenly declared so I turned to look at Forth's direction. Blood rushed throughout my body when a foreigner approached him. In all fairness to the raw looking American, he's twinky handsome. I even reecognize him from somewhere because he looked like some kind of model.

"So? Are you still going to say he deserves to be happy'?" Pearl continued teasung me which I didn't respond to. I quickly walked over behind the two without them noticing me. It's fortunate that Forth stayed in the same bar so my approach was not at all suspicious. If they caught me, I'll just say that I'll order something by the bar.

“I’m flattered. But I’m sorry, I already have someone. He’d seen the worse of me but even then, he still looked at me as if I have the whole heaven under my feet. And right now, I’m just making sure that I even deserve to tell him that I love him.”

I heard Forth remark to the foreigner. I didn't even need to pretend to order and just return to where I left Pearl and the others. All three of them were looking at me with curious faces.

“He deserves to be happy.”, I said again, not hiding my happy grin.

"That dipshit grin of yours.", Pearl berated.

The whole night, Forth and I was in some kind of catch me if you can game wherever we went. We were not in close proximities with each other. I was even amused when the same foreigner who approached Forth, approached me later that night.

"Hi!" It was then that I finally recognized who that foreigner was. He's really a model, an underwear model in fact, and he's one of those guys wearing nothing but skimpy briefs in giant billboards along major thoroughfares. Wow! Never did I imagined that I'll get hit on my a model.

"Hi!", I gave back a friendly greeting.

“Want some company?”, he asked and obviously was trying to flirt with me. If only I didn't have Forth in my life, I would entertain him though I knew it will be just another one night stand.

“That’s flattering coming from a model.”, I replied which made him show his pearly whites.

“I’m hoping that’s a yes.”, he said with a wink and even adjusting his open shirt to show me his delicious body even more.