BakuDeku Hang-Out Time.

Part 5:Sleeping Over

You guessed it: Trigger Warning Throughout chapter and book basically.

3rd person's POV:

"You can play some and I can watch and then switch!"

"So like once I die you play?"

"No, I do not trust you playing killing games or anything because of what happened earlier I am not going to allow you to feed on your depression."

"H-How did you know th-that I was?"

Bakugou's expression hardened.  "You wanted me to kill you. Not only that, you were EXCITED about it."

"... A-anyways let's play Minecraft!"

"Okay.  You can start."  He is changing the subject even though it was a lucky guess I will talk to him later about this...

(Look at book cover picture thingy to think of what they look like. and it is now after each of their turns they want to do something else)

"Wanna talk?" Bakugou asked.

"'Bout what?"

"I need to know more about... earlier." Bakugou half-suggested half-forced.

"O-Okay... what do y-you want to know?"

"One- why did you have that anxiety attack in class?"

"......I-I don't kn-know..."

"People don't "not know" why they have anxiety attacks."

"I... erm... You know how..."

"Spit it out!"

"Y-You know how I-I don't know m-my dad?"

Bakugou rolled his eyes, "So?"

"I-I lied... he was just so..." Deku started having tears in his eyes.

"So...?"

"A-Abuse-Abusive" Deku was struggling to say that word as Bakugou was struggling to get everything that Deku has gone through around his head.

"So, you're telling me that you had an abusive father, a mother who worked all of the time AND bullied?"

"..."

"There is more isn't there?"

"Th-There always i-is..."

"Please, tell me, Deku."

Deku breathed in a deep breath because he replayed this scene in his head before and it never ended well.  As he breathed out he said; "He sold me to people... for 'extra needed money.'  I-I think you kn-know what they did..."  Deku sounded cold.  He was crying.

"I am so sorry you went through that."  Bakugou also started crying.  Deku didn't expect this so he went over to Bakugou and gave him a hug but what he said next stung and Bakugou really didn't expect, "At least I haven't committed suicide yet."  Bakugou's eyes widened and pulled out of the hug. "Show. me. your. wrists."  Deku stepped away hiding his arms.  "Now."  Bakugou sounded really demanding which is surprising since he is crying really hard right now same with Deku.  Midoriya shook his head as Bakugou started to walk towards him.  Izuku was on the verge of another anxiety attack he grabbed his chest and fell to his knees.  "D-Deku?  Nerd?  You good?"  Bakugou started to get scared that Deku was not okay.

A few seconds later Deku was recovered and Bakugou hugged him and grabbed his arm.  Deku flinched really bad.  Bakugou was even more suspicious and started crying more before rolling up his sleeves to find cuts.  He wouldn't have been surprised if it was only one or two or like scars.  He wasn't prepared for what he saw.  Deku's arms were caked in cuts.  He had blood smeared all over his arms and bandages so they were probably really deep.  Deku looked down ashamed of it.

"Stop."  It was the only thing that Bakugou could think of saying.

"I-it's kinda like a drug... you take it and then when-when you stop i-it feels like you're dying... accept with depression you want to die so it doesn't bother you when it feels like you're dying when you take it... so i-it's kinda opposite... I do it to feel like I'm dye-dying when with drugs you take to feel better, forget something, you can also take them if you are experiment-experimenting and you take the wrong one that can get... addicted."

"Why'd you use drugs as an example?"

"Mom... She ta-takes them..."

"Aunty Inko!?"

"Y-yeah, she is usually out of it she is also an alco-alcoholic."

"You have been through so much... and you are still a teenager... you also have to deal with anxiety... depression... the villains...."

".... C-can we please do something else I feel a little uncom-uncomfortable..."

"Sure, what?"

"Ca-can we watch some TV?"

"Sure, what?"

"Your choice."  Midoriya forced a smile after wiping his tears.

"Okay."  I now know that the smile I thought was real was fake... it's all fake... Bakugou thought changing the channel to Haikyuu Deku's favorite anime.  They both sat back down on the couch.

Later.  (it is now past curfew)

"You should probably stay the night since you know.... past curfew."

"Okay, but I have no pajamas, blankets, toothbrush, hairbrush-"

"You brush your hair!?"

"Sometimes I just curl it so it looks better..."

"I bet you look great without it curled too!  Plus, I can supply all of that stuff, I have an extra uniform in your size because mom failed at sizes so I got one-off.  I have hoodies you can wear along with shirts to wear to bed.  I also have an extra toothbrush.  Hairbrush- Best Jeanisted forced me along with a straitening iron."

Deku laughed a genuine laugh but then stopped and tilted his head then, Bakugou did the same.  "Where am I going to sleep?"

"In my bed with me,"

Midoriya blushed as red as a fire hydrant.  "Are you sure?"

"Yep."

Deku didn't want to reject it since he liked Bakugou and he was being so nice which is new, "Oh, okay."

Bakugou handed Deku a T-shirt that was a bit big on him and like 3 sizes too big on Deku which wouldn't be too bad. (Being too short I mean)  Deku grabbed it and changed.  It as a plain white T-shirt that went down to like his knees.  When he left the room he was looking down obviously blushing.  Bakugou saw and blushed a small bit as he pulled away the covers for Deku.  "Come on."  He said as Deku nodded and layed down.  

About half-way through thte night Deku got really cold and started shaking.  Bakugou noticed and hugged him to keep him warm then, suddenly, Deku stopped shaking and nuzzled further into Baugou's chest.

The morning after that Deku woke up first to Bakugou on him. 

I hope you enjoyed I tried to make it longer this time! I have 993 words...  I am still trying to get it a bit longer but... it's HARD!  Well... I hope you enjoyed and have a wonderful day/night/afternoon whenever you are reading this and wherever!  Please, comment something.  Feedback on the book, comments you want to say on the book.  Anything you think I should add or get rid of... anything, please.  Anyways... Hope you enjoyed!