𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐄 - ᵏʸᵒⁿⁱˡᵉ

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Kyoya's POV

Did I get myself in a trap?

Absolutely.

The scenery was perfect.

The atmosphere was incredibly romantic.

Nile was in front of me.

Looking ethereal.

I didn't know what to do.

I'm extremely nervous and I hated it. I want to tell him that... I... I like him... why is it so hard? Am I expecting rejection? I mean... it's... kind of a fifty-fifty...

The probabilities weren't giving any favour and I don't know if I should be honest or just shut up about it.

I don't want him to freak out.

I don't want him to be disgusted.

I finally have him back.

I shouldn't... throw my second chance away.

- Don't think too much about it. It's nothing serious, I promise.

- You can't lie to me., he said firmly.

- W-Wh...?

He crossed his arms, not convinced.

I raised my eyebrows.

- H-How can you even tell!

- You're just easy to read.

I sighed.

- Okay, maybe. But still, it's really nothing.

He rolled his eyes in the hottest way possible.

Oh gosh, don't do that to me-

- Do you like me?

I froze, I was stressed AS FUCK.

PLEASE DON'T ASK THAT!

- HAH?! WHAT THE-?!

- Jeez not like... ''like''! I mean, you're always quite flirty with me. Even in a non-romantic way, have you ever thought about kissing me? Or doing any ''weird'', ''cute'' stuff?, he asked in the most common way possible.

I gulped.

- ''Weird'' stuff? What do you mean...

He sighed.

- I mean as cuddles, hugs or any shit like that.

- ... Why are you asking me that..., I interrogated him, suspicious.

- If you tell me what's your problem, I'll do whatever the heck you want.

- What? My god, Nile, don't you get it? It's not that serious. Huh! You're litteraly selling yourself to me to have some ''infos'' and I'm the one who's insisting too much?

He lifted his eyebrow, his arms still crossed.

- You chased me for like two weeks and you had no reason too. Me on the other hand... I just wanna make sure you... are okay., he admitted... nervously.

His eyes weren't directed at me. In fact, he was so shy about this confession, that he never made eye contact with me...

- I think... I like someone.

He suddenly lifted his head.

- W-What...?, he stuttered.

- That's it.

Nile fell in shock.

He didn't say a word and just stared at me.

- Oh, okay then.

The pretty boy seemed to be lost in his thoughts.

And honestly, me too.
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23:21|

We came back home and we were still ''cold'' with each other.

Nile looked extremely weird.

Not in a bad way, he always looks godly- but now, he's behaving in a way that is... not really like the ''mean'' part of him.

Like... I know he's kind of a Tsundere (guys, please...!), but still.

- I'm not that tired, wanna watch something?, he suggested.

- Hm? Sure.

So that's what we did. We changed into our pyjamas.

Like always, I have a tight black sleeveless shirt and long black shorts.

Nile prefered a good large white hoodie, since he gets cold more easily than me, and some black shorts.

He looked like a snack not gonna lie-

- Why are you staring?, he asked.

- Because I like what I see.

He raised an eyebrow.

- But there's nothing interesting to see.

He slid his hand from the top of my torso to my abs and a grin took place on his lips.

He looked up, with his smirk and said :

- I mean, I'm not as well built as you, tough guy.

Wait a sec.

Is he... flirting with me-?!

My jaw almost dropped.

- Are you feeling okay-

- Yeah.

- ... I don't think so, let's check your temperature-

- Pfft!, he laughed, Why?

- You're flirting.

- You always do.

But you don't.

- Yes, but you never did it back- You're confusing.

- Mind if I do?

Did he suddenly turn out even hotter than usual?

- Nile, I'm warning you- don't make me rip all your clothes-

- This idea doesn't seem that bad.

I widened my eyes.

My brain is going to burst.

- Anyway, let's watch this movie, shall we?

- Y-Yeah., I mumbled, still flustered.

We got out of his room, and went to the living room.

I sat on the couch and was expecting Nile to sit beside me, but he didn't.

Instead, he made himself comfortable by sitting between my legs, his back resting on my torso and he even took my hands to wrap my arms around his tiny body.

I'm not complaining. (like I would, lol)

I'm screaming on the inside.

- What's gotten into you?

He didn't respond and just glued even more himself to me.

- Hey, Nile.

- Watch the movie.

- ... You're acting weird.

He raised his shoulders.

- Maybe.

He was so playful just a min ago? What is he thinking about now?

I tried to give the movie my full attention, but try doing it, while holding your crush in your arms.

- Hum... Kyoya?

- Yeah?

- Huh... nevermind.