So this next chapter may seem a little strange but I just lost a friend to her taking her own life 😭, so I thought I would write a chapter about mental health.
If this makes you feel uncomfortable, you don't have to read it, but if you are suffering with some mental health please talk to somebody and don't rush into doing something really bad.My sister is dead and there was nothing I could have done. It was all over. I knew she was struggling and I ignored her. Now there was nothing I can do now. She is gone. My parents weren't talking to me, even though it was a time all of my family needed to be together. We all loved each other, my younger brothers were counting on me to be strong, but I couldn't and now back at work, only one week after everything had happened. I knew I needed to be strong, for fear of loosing my job. I couldn't help but feel the tears falling down my face.
"Ellie?" Came a voice from behind with me. I quickly wiped the tears off my face. I felt somebody put there arms my shoulders. "Ellie, it is ok to be upset."
I couldn't help it, I started to cry and the person who was stood behind gave me a large and warm hug.
"Oh, Ellie" I looked up to find George with his arms around me.
"I am so sorry, George."
"For what, Ellie, you have just lost your sister. You have the right to cry."
"I should have been there for her, I could stopped her."
"Ellie, you couldn't have done anything. Your sister was the kindest person I ever knew, and she was brought up the same way as you. You couldn't have done anything to stop her doing what she did. Ellie, Molly loved you and she will always love you no matter what. She will always be hear with you," George pointed to where my heart is, "I here. Don't beat yourself up over nothing. She would want you to live your life?"
"Thanks, George."
"Hey, Ellie, if you need somebody to talk to I am right hear."
"I know, George. Thank you"
"Your welcome, Ellie"Sorry if this puts a downer on your day. I am also sorry, if it is short. But I still hope you enjoyed.
R.I.P Zosia (she was my friend)
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