Inappropriate

chapter 5

me: i understand you care about me, i think i would do the same thing,but i am okay now

cedric: you're 15, you shouldn't do these things

if he would know what regular people do at 15 years he would be more than shocked

me: you understand i am better now right? plus it was just a matter of time

cedric: nothing is just a matter of time lizzie.

me:trust me,it is

cedric: what do you mean?

me: you go and eat and i go to my room and clean it up okay?

cedric: just try not to be caught

me: you know me

we laughs for a second and then he goes back,i go to my room,clean it up as i said,everything in time i already ate .

five minutes until the third period i finished everything and when i call to go,get out of the room i see one of the professors ,Charity Burbage on the hall

i tried to sneak out without a sound..i got two walls away and i lost Miss Burbage but when i turned back i professor Snape scared me to death

snape: going somewhere miss diggory

i know that i was in trouble and i love my name but i just don't like being called by it.

me: you know you can call me Lizzie right now

snape: don't you have a lesson..LIZZIE?

me: yes,so if you excuse me right now..

i tried to leave but he stopped me

snape: i don't know what you did there but i hope you'll enjoy one hour detention today after school

me: i will

i went off,he looked at me and tried to make a motive to give me detention all day..or it's just in my head i don't know 

after school i went in snape's class and he put me to copy some pages from the book ,there was a lot lot lot of writing

snape: i am gonna ask you a question now

me: sure ,anything

snape: what are you doing here?

me: what do you mean?

snape: are you looking for trouble lizzie?

me: no!

i didn't know why i shouted..i guess i am so tired of everyone thinking that i am trouble,i have a long past..anyway he was like okeeeeeey 

snape: good, you're dismissed

me: see you sir

after the "detention" i went to the library and take a book out of my backpack to read,i saw it in 4th period and i took it,it's interesting and has spells that we don't learn to school...plus has solutions for other lessons...i don't know who is the owner of the book but it's called "the half-blood prince"

the time passed so fast that it got late so i needed to go fast, i was tired too so i got in bed right when i got in the room.

------------------          in the morning        -------------------

i woke up and it took 30 minutes to get out of bed and another 30 minutes to dress up and do other things..

i was hungry this time so i start walking to the great with like 20 minutes late but anyway..

the lobby was completely empty.. until..

i saw my brother coming to me so angry and stressed as never,i never saw him like that,behind him was the golden trio(Harry,Ron and Hermione)

cedric was caring something in his hand,i didn't know what was it ,i couldn't see until he got at me and start to shout and..oh my..

cedric: what is this?

me: i don't know,alchool i guess?

cedric: really?!

me: well what do you want me to say?

he start talking with disgust

cedric: i thought you didn't drink anymore..or smoke

me: wait what?- you think it's mine?

cedric: snape reported it to me!

me: it's not mine!

cedric: really,i understand the detention but i thought you were gonna be honest with me

me: i  am..

cedric: i don't believe you

i looked at him and i couldn't believe that he doesn't reconize when i am telling the truth or not.i wanted to cry but i was so angry that i wish i could yell back..but i couldn't.

i woke up from my thoughts and the look when he start yelling at me again 

cedric: because you a liar!

me:it-

my voice was breaking,my brother never yelled at me before..

hermione: cedric..

i think hermione saw that i was telling the truth,it wasn't mine,i don't know who is it or why snape reported it

me:it's not mine..

i wanted to go, to my room but he start talking again

cedric: cigarette and and tiny bottles is what dad and mom said i should expect from you and he was right,i was right to control you in the first place

me: no you weren't!

i yelled back and he wasn't expecting that

me: no you weren't because it's not true,it's not mine, and you know what? when you are gonna find out that you're "expectations" were not right you will find out that we have one more thing in common....... because i expected you to believe me,even if this things camed in the first place..

cedric start feeling guilt ,i could see it on his face.

me: i am going to talk to snape about it, cause it's not mine

when i said "cause it's not mine" i put a fake smile on my face and start walking to whatever place  snape is , i didn't need food anymore.