As being the sister of someone as popular as Cedric, i never stayed in the shadows.Year 4 and already this catastrophic...Lizzie Diggory might have a dark past but is she really alone in that past?
i got to my class with professor Snape,he doesn't teaches D.A.D.A. anymore
he teaches now just potions.
we got in teams with the slytherins,we needed to make a group of 3.
i was with another 2 slytherin girls, and they were really welcoming.
after the class i had to clean after me and i didn't realize that i was the last one who remained in the class.
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snape: draco told me what you did
i was frightened right away
me: what?
snape: you think you can do whatever you want when you want?
he start walking around me
snape: i asked you if you are after trouble and you said no.
me: he started it
snape: and i gave him detention for 2 weeks,now what you did is more thank not okay for detention.
me: what do you mean?
snape: you're expelled diggory
i thought the world ended when he said that,i start trembling, i loved hogwarts more than i showed i do.
me: no,come on professor there's gotta be something, something that i could do
he didn't say anything but stopped in front of me as i got up and said
me: anything! please professor
snape: or maybe there is ..
in that moment i knew i will regret what i said .
snape: meet me in break
as said as did, i got to his class and he looked...worried...why did he looked worried?i saw he tried to hide it but i am so experienced in human emotions and psychology...i just like helping people,until they get on my nerves.
me: so..what 's it then?
snape: sit down
me: what
i got scared, i don't know why i just got scared at shaking
snape: are you ok?
me: yes..yes, it's just my anxiety
he turned back and i sat down on a chair in the middle of the room,
snape: see diggory, you are a mysterious person here at hogwarts,everyone tried to see what kind of person you are.but just I is the one who knows that you are just pretending everything,and now i am just going to figure out why
my emotions were mixed and i didn't know what to do.
he turned back so fast and said a word with his wand but i couldn't understood i think it was something like " legilimency" and then he got into my head.
after that i realized what he did..he used legilimency to get into my mind,see through my memories even control my mind...he is one of the rare people who can do that..
i wish i was paying attention when i learn occlumency at my old school,i could control my mind so snape wouldn't control me or see trough my private memories..even I didn't want to see them
he was searching and searching from happy memories to sad ones and from the sad ones to cruel ones..when he got from a memory when my best friend died to a cruel one he got confused.
my mom's sister was a death eater, and she tried to provoke my mom to be one too,she tortured me so she could make her one because she knew my mom was powerful and she could really help, i was 9...i was 9 when i started to see the reality of the world. Cedric was in his first year of school so he didin't see anything and doesn't know anything.My aunt practically tortured be cutting pieces of me with a knife (sort-of-sword)...but i did escape but she was more powerful than me at that age , i did killed her and my mom lived until now full of regret and guilt because i had to see that and i had to action because she couldn't,she was tied up on a chair.
then he got in other memory, like it wasn't enough, Jenna(my aunt) wasn't my last person i killed..yes there was another one,but just one..that was my last..and even that was self defence.
it was a boy,a popular bully one,he bullied me with words and said really bad rumours and features about me,most of them weren't real. For 3 years(11-14)(year 1,2 and 3)
i murdered him at the start of year 4(at my old school)
he came into my room,it was complicated,but i didn't have a roommate,he tried --he tried to -----okay i can't say this but he just came to me looked the door and he tried to rape me i screamed but no one heard,everyone was asleep.He start kissing my neck and i started to cry but i had seen a vase on the table next to the wall and i just grabbed it and smashed in his head. he was on the floor,bleeding, he wasn't dead yet,but i killed him in the end.I called my mom sobbing she came and helped me bury the body under my house,luckily there was no evidenceof my fingerprints or my mom's i said sorry to her and explained everything to her,she understood, she didn't tell dad or Cedric.And i feel guilty that i kept that a secret from Cedric.i don't know if he would understand ,but we always come back at each other.
i screamed "enough" and Snape stopped the spell
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,being from the memories again was like a punishment. Which i don't know if it was worthless or not, i think it's time for me to figure out who i am.
i wasn't crying but i couldn't keep my face straight,and neither could Severus
he was blameworthy ,he wanted to say sorry or excuse himself but it was his class. I got up and said "good night" and got out that door. I attached myself and leaned against the door after closing it.
i closed my eyes like blinking and i started crying in silence on the
