Inappropriate

Chapter 10

the next morning i was so tired,i barely sleept.i got to the great hall and start eating with disguist and boredom. I didn't look to anyone. I didn't response or talk to anyone...

Cedric: hey!

he was with fred and george. i put the fork back on the plate and and moved it inches away from me looking down.

fred: is she ok?

george: are you ok?

 cedric: you okay liz?

me: i am just tired, you know what? i am going to walk and i think i am going to skip the first two lessons.

i got up and moved but cedric catched  me and said " woah woah, you can't just skip the lessons"

me: watch me

when i called to go and he looked at fred and george because he didn't know what to say and he may thought that they would have an ideea, i know that because i know my brother's mind.

fred: how about the plan we made ?

me: maybe another time

george: come on, let this tiredness and let's go,draco and snape..that would be-

i wanted to shout 'shut up ' but it wasn't their fault after all..

me: i'm sorry boys, just not the time.

i turned but i finished my sentence with " and please, don't even mention my name to snape".i was so happy to be back in my bed .until ..the girl i share a room with appear..what washer name? lara? laurie? oh yeah..laura..quite pretty name for a slut.

she is always kissingg boys..how is she not expelled and  i (almost) was.  So back to our story;the girl entered the room with a boy kissing each other, but i sayd something like "what the f-- "

laura: omg,what are you doing here

me: what are you doing here?

laura: i asked first

me: at least i am not having sex with boys and kissing them every fucking day!

cedric was standing outside the room with fred and george and they seemed weird,cedric most seemed upset by seeing me shouting with swearwords and acting like that..the girl start crying and got out of the room (the boy did as well)

cedric entered the room with fred and george following him fred closed the door,cedric looked around the room around and then looked me in the eyes.

cedric: so that's the kind of person you are now huh?

i didn't spoke..at all..

cedric: shouting,wearing,skiping classes ,lie..a lot even smoke and drink

me: i thought we were past that

cedric: no we are not!

me: i am not the bad person here okay?

cedric: but who is it? me? and who are you ? the victim?!

me: you ...don't ...even ..KNOW ME!

cedric: well i know now that i don't..

me: even with the same parents we had different life.

cedric: really? may i write that down on the letter that i will write home

me: you what?

my mood completely changed, my brother to turn on me?never saw that coming

me: you..you... you know what?!

cedric: what?!

i wanted to explain everything but HE GOT ON MY NERVES!

just as that i didn't shout anymore,i spoke low with a calmly lower voice

me: you know that i even killed 2 persons,and guess what mom knows,and she's allright with it because it was self defence 

cedric: you did what?

fred and george were kind of frightened

me: well the first one was guess who? our aunt Jenna

cedric was in full shock

cedric : our..our aunt?

i started explaining him everything( not the snape part)

cedric: i like your creativity and the mix of your lies,do you live in a daydream everyday?

me: are you still not believing me?

cedric: Jenna died when you were 9..

and " nine" he shouted he got so nervous because aunt jenna was her favourite and he couldn't believe that she was a bad person,worse...a death eater

me: yes cedric ,9! ask mom in that letter you're writing,if she says false it's maybe because she is still feeling guilty.

cedric: from this moment you are no family to me!

he wanted to go,and i realized one part that he was saying was true "do you live in a daydream.."

i woke up from my day dreaming and started speaking again " we're not done"

cedric: oh we are....murderer

me: just please..let's just talk, i want to explain everything..

we start speaking he said that he understood the part with self defence but he was upset i didn't told him. and i told him that the smoke and alchool part was just for like 3 weeks .               

 "me: now...swearing it's a bit normal don't you think?    "

we realised that it's late and we need to run for our lessons,glad i didn't have potion class.

It would  be so awkward..and i didn't want to see him today anyway.

i had lesson with gryfindors, i am was in team with harry and ron, hermione wasn't in that class.Harry said that it's the only class that she is not with them.We had muggle studies.

big deal,pffs

harry: so we three on a project for muggle studies right?

me: sure

ron: amazing

ron couldn't stop smiling and staring at me so i put my hand under my chin and stared at him as a joke until harry  parted us from each other

harry: okkay.. that was.........weird

ron: where and when do we meet ma'am?

me: did you just call me " ma'am " ?

ron: mhmm

we start laughing but not that loud because we know how crazy is ms.Umbridge

it says that tomorrow it's her last day here,then she will work just at the ministry.She taught before snape  D.A.D.A. but after the prank fred and george did,it's sad that i wasn't here then.And professor Snape won't teach D.A.D.A. for long now,he because he teaches potions too so yeah.. 

i was thinking about the moment i will see snape againg but ron intrerupted my thoughts,i guess i just didn't hear the first time he spoke so he just wanted to shout my name.

ron: Lizzie!

me: what?!

harry: what were you thinking about?* said harry laughing*

me: the project,i have some ideas..

ron: cool,but listen, do you like someone from school?

me:no...not yet..

ron:oh ........so you have plans

me: yes ron, like next year i am going to marry professor Dumbledore.

i joked,which made Harry laughs but Ron was really ; really scared.

harry: she is joking Ron

ron: ahh... yeah..... joking......right... *said ron but still scared*

the bell ringed and we said our goodbyes,deciding to meet today after courses in the library.