OYA OYA OYA?

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this isnt an update because I have to write this super quickly but THIS BITCH TURNED 16 TODAY.

another year has passed symbolizing the loss of a year in life and one year closer to death :)

i might not update as often as i do because my mother wants me to do some of my missing assignments because i told her that i had two when i had literally 37. So now i have to work super hard to finish that before she finds out the truth. I mean i have a pretty good chance of finishing it considering i narrowed it down to... -hold on I'm checking-
shit I'm dead i still have twenty and there are more due tonight :)

chile anyways so.

she also caught me reading a BokuAka fanfic while i said i was studying and it was really awkward because she thought i was on a chat and that akaashi said aashna

like cut the cameras.... deadass....

i wish i was akaashi. aND so she hit me, called me a couple names, and said that she lost her trust in me. give me a break woman, i know(/-_-)/
but reading fanfic/messing around is the only way i know to avoid living without doing anything to harm myself. its a fucking escape from reality. you know the one where im bi and i have a mother who doesnt want her children to me, and a grandma who made fun of an eating disorder that my moms friend has, the same grandma who said she didnt support lgbtq+. anyways enough of that shit. ill try to write as much as possible when i feel motivated enough to.

OH AND FUNNY STORY.

my cousin from India facetimes me and wished me a happy birthday and i fucking said 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' BACK TO HER. MY SHEER AND GENUINE STUPIDITY IS FUNNY. I MEAN SHE DIDNT HEAR ME BUT STILL.

okay that's it ily<3

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