The Black Diamond

Chapter 8

She says I am sorry, I can't share my past with you now, sorry I can't. Please understand and stay by me. He says fine, I understand, it's okay, hmmm. She thanks him. He comes close to her and holds her face in both his hands and says I am sure you will share it one day with me. Now have medicines and rest, alright, I need to leave. She nods and smiles. He goes. She locks her front door and goes upstairs to her bedroom. She watches him leaving in his car from the window. She turns and walk towards her king sized bed with soft mattress and lays on it. She takes a soft pillow kept beside her, starts speaking to it about him, how he saved her from dying or say killing herself. She describes deeply from their first meet to today's hug, the cleaning session and the not so really cosy dinner date with him at home. After a lot of praising session, she abruptly stops herself from speaking about Abel and starts thinking about something.

Sarah's Pov
What's happening to me ? Why am I speaking so much about him even when he is not with me. But, yes I have been noticing myself whenever I am with Abel, I smile, I enjoy the little things, I am happy with him. I won't share anything, any personal information with anyone else, I have never done that with all the people of my life. There were many people in my life, but I didn't. I shared it with him, with Abel. Some thing's wrong with me. I always feel guilty for hiding my past with him. I want to share it, but I don't have courage. While he said he trusts and not judge me. Why? I am no less than a stranger to him but he still supports me. Tomorrow I will finally reveal my past to him. I just can't handle it any more. I need to get rid of it. Even I have to live my life with Abel. Even he advised me not to waste our lives for the one's who  doesn't even care. Wait what am I thinking. See I again ended up myself lost in his thoughts. What's happening to me? I just need to control myself.
End of Sarah's Pov

While having these thoughts, she sleeps.
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Meanwhile, here Abel reaches home and goes to freshen up. After he comes out of the restroom, he checks his phone and sees his mother's missed calls. He calls her back and talks to her :
Abel: Hello mom, How are you? Everything okay?? This many missed calls...
Abel's mom: Hi, my son ! How are you? I'm fine, everything is going on well here. About phone calls, you don't remember your parents but yes I do remember my son and was missing him too much. So, just ringed you up. But I guess you weren't missing us, were you?
Abel: Mmmmm, to be truthful mom I was not exactly missing you and dad as I am lost in someone else's thoughts. {hinting about Sarah}
Abel's mom: Really, Oh my god!!! I just can't believe it. Whose the lucky one???
Abel: Mom, Sarah! Her name is Sarah.
Abel's mom: Sarah! What a lovely name it is.
Abel: Mom, calm down. Just after hearing her name u are getting flat , when you meet her, trust me, even you will know why I love her. You know mom, it was a love at first sight for me. Although now, I know that she doesn't love me now but I'm sure she'll.
Abel's mom:Oh I see!!
Abel: And mom I think something very wrong happened with her in the past. But I'll make sure that my love is enough for her to forget all her bad memories. I'll make sure that part of her life will be erased in such a way that it will never come near her.
Abel's mom: I know my son very well and I am so sure he will do it. Okay! Now tell me did you have your supper?
Abel: Yes mom, I did have it with Sarah.
Abel's mom: Oh! Dinner date huh? Interesting.
Abel: Not so really mom. Can I say you something?
Abel's mom (worriedly) : Yes, my son. Of course, you can any time.
Abel: Mom I think she's started to have feelings for me. You know I left deliberately after we had our dinner so that she can rest. When I was about to leave in my car, I felt her presence behind me. So I slightly turned myself and I saw her watching me leave from her bedroom window, I knew she wantedly didn't switch on light in her bedroom. She did because she doesn't want me to know that she's watching me. Mom, will I get my love or not?
Abel's mom: Abel, u only just told me know that she's having feelings for you, then? Don't worry. Okay. But I have noticed one change in you?
Abel: Change? What change?
Abel's mom: That you can talk nonstop about her.
She starts laughing, Abel smiles.
Abel's mom: Okay, Now sleep well and take care.
Abel: Ya sure, and you to take care. Bye.
He ends his call with his mother after having a very long chat. He lays down on the bed and soon he falls asleep.