LIVING HELL (Countryhumans AU)

CHAPTER 45: I LOVE TO BE LOVED BY YOU

PHILIPPINES POV

is my reason to love him enough? and to this day i'm still gripping into him? do i have to fight for love to where everyone hates it? does love really conquers all?

one question that i can't really answer, where is love gonna take us?

i with i'm here at the library with Supreme because he said he wanted to be with me, i can't even look at him since he's looking at me while smiling. AWKWARD

"come on... Darling look at me"

that darling is killing me, i used to hate endearment and i find it gross but now--- i can't exactly define what i am feeling whenever i'm hearing that word from him. yeah, THAT ONE WORD.

i just looked down since i'm really shy. what does he want anyway? just stare at each other until the day ends?

"Philip?"

"Supreme!"

i heard him chuckle, i can't help but blush and just want to run, my heart can't take this!!

"I can't believe i'm standing here~"

i then flinch and looked at him

SUPREME IS SINGING

he smirked when he saw that he caught my attention

"Been waiting for so many years and today i found the queen to reign my heart~"

he then held my hand as he stares right into my eyes

"You change my life so patiently, and turned it into something good or real~"

at this part i thought i fell but for this moment i then realized, i kept falling, Deep, So deep.... can i still take it? Why are you making this so hard for me, Russia? why

"I feel just like i felt in all my dreams, There are question hard to answer can't you see?~"

I didn't know Supreme could sing, he's not just singing, he's also putting every lyric of the sing in my head, deep down to my heart

"baby, tell me how can i tell you that i love you more than life?"

He's voice was so cold as if the time stopped...

"show me how can show you that i'm blinded by your light"

he then touch my cheek, he then wiped my tears. i didn't even know i was crying, his hands was also cold as he's shaking

he then went close, making our forehead touch, today... i can feel his warmth.... he's breathing... i can clearly see it.. he's eyes begging... to fight....

"That i'm blinded by your light, When you touch me, i can touch you, to find out the dream is true, I LOVE TO BE LOVED BY YOU"

i can't help but hug him, I buried my face in his shoulder, i'm angry.. i'm angry by any minute i'm loving you more, i don't why this happened,I'm supposed to detest you but why today? i'm loving you more?

He held me tight...

" i want to scream.. Please stop me." he whispered in my ear

i smiled bitter

"Don't..." i whispered

even though what he said was so blurry, i will always see it clearly, i know what he's talking about and I'm ready to stop him, i don't want this to end yet, I'm scared... really...

"i hope you can stop be because I can't help myself, i might scream your name... my feelings... Philip, I'm crazy for you and I'm ready to do everything"