LIVING HELL (Countryhumans AU)

Chapter 40: BLAME

Philippines POV

I just stared at Supreme sleeping peacefully here in the clinic

I can't help but blame myself, right... I'm the one to blame, I forced him to eat something that he's allergic with

I quickly stood up when I heard the door slammed, revealing Germany with his eyes full of anger, he then slapped me

It hurts but what am I supposed to do? I deserve more than a slap, I deserve worst than a slap

"You stupid! You put Supreme in danger" he yelled

"I-i didn't mean i-"

I just looked down when I felt another slap in my face

"Stop it Germany!!" Nurse Cha yelled trying to stop Germany who was about to slap me the third time

"You wouldn't like it when Supreme will found out that you slapped him" Nurse Cha pointed at me

I just bit my lip feeling my tears fall, damn it! Why am I getting to emotional?, it wasn't my fault, I didn't mean to do it since I didn't even know that he was allergic

"I'm sure Supreme will punish him if he wakes up, he might be the one to kill him" Germany said talking about me, I couldn't do anything but just look down

"Are you trying to make me laugh? You think Supreme will punish Philip? You yourself already know the answer" Nurse Cha said as she chuckled

"Maybe you're the one who might get punished from hurting his secretary" she said

Germany just smirked

His face is full of lies, I thought he was nice I didn't know he has a demon hiding inside him

"If supreme won't punish him, then I'll do it!" He then left the room

"Forget about him, I know you didn't mean it" she said

The door opened revealing Ms. Kath she then went to me

I backed up a bit but then she grabbed me

"I knew you can't do anything right" she said as she grabbed me outside the clinic, she then pushed me to the ground

"Philip!" Malay yelled as he came to help me

"You have no right to hurt Philip" Malay yelled

I stood up to stop Malaysia, I don't want to problem to go worst, I did something wrong, but I didn't mean to do that

"Are you okay?" Malay asked

"He tried to kill Supreme!!"

Damn it!! If only I could slap her, why would I kill him? Why the hell would I kill my life?

I'm thinking... What am I going to do if I lose Supreme? He's the only one who could control me, they should pray that Supreme is next to me or they might see what I'm capable with, try me...

I didn't notice that I was already sitting in a bench here in the wide space here with Malay staring at me

"You didn't fight back" Malay said sounds more disappointed than a statement

Fight? I'll fight if only I could stop thinking about Supreme, I'm itching to fight

"What really happened?" Malay asked

I then tried to remember what happened

I cursed at myself, no matter what I do even if I know I didn't mean it, I still can't stop blaming myself