Finally Get The Answer

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I've tried to confess my feelings to you,
But I couldn't muster up a courage,
There'll always be 'what if' in the back of my mind,
Every time I want to tell you.

What I'm scared of the most,
Is losing you more than a rejection,
Which I choose to deny the feelings I have for you in the first place,
And try to move on from you.

Old principle of love I made,
I will stay and be faithful to you,
When one of us are not in relationship with someone else,
But if one of us are in relationship or even having a crush on someone else and rejection happen,
I will move on and throw away my feelings towards you,
I will keep my distance and will not budging you anymore.

The night I want to confess,
The night I have muster up my courage,
Yet the same night I lose hope when you said about someone else,
Finally I get the answer,
Without you knowing,
I was already been rejected by your heart,
From the beginning to this end.

-A-
(09.10.2020)

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