Me and Mills had nothing planned today so I went into town, while Millie stayed to catch up on her holiday assignments.
I wish I had someone to talk to or at least vent out about my feelings and thoughts. I'd talk to Millie but it's awkward since she's Lous' sister.
If only I had actual friends who I could confide to. I guess that's what happens when you don't easily trust people.
The plaza was beautiful with all the snow and Christmas lights. And to think that I'll be going back to New York in a couple of days and leave all of this saddens me.
I went in a bookstore to see their selections and headed for the manga section. Yes yess I'm a weeb and I read manga and watch anime. But no one needs to know that. It's a secret I'll never tell xoxo I don't like sharing information about myself.
I scanned to see the selections they had, and noticed this girl with vibrant short pink hair came in the aisle and also scanned the mangas.
"You're new around here right?" The girl turned to me and asked.
I looked around to see if she was actually talking to me
"Uh I'm actually here for the holidays. How'd you know I wasn't from here?" Did I dress differently? Was it my face? I mean she didn't hear me speak yet so she couldn't have guessed that I was from the states.
"Oh it's just I come here often and I usually don't see anyone interested in the world of mangas" she smiled
"I'm Amelia" she extended her hands
"I'm Lily Rae, nice to meet you" I shook her hands
"You want to get something warm in the cafe next door, it's Christmas and my family ditched me soo?"
"That would be lovely" I said and followed her out the bookstore
"So based on your accent you're either from Canada or America?" we entered the cafe
"I'm from New York" we ordered our coffees and a few pastry's and sat down
"I like your pink hair. It's very unique and vibrant." I complimented her hair. I mean I think it's absolutely cool and bold to dye your entire hair pink. I would but my mother and managers would strangle me.
"Oh THANKS! People think it's outrageous and impulsive, but I just get the sudden urge to do something to my hair every very frequently. It's an incurable cause." We both chuckled. "So what brought you here for the holidays"
"I was actually born here but lived away a few years back, and my mom missed being here so we decided to spend our holiday here" I said and took a sip of my warm hazelnut latte. Something about talking to someone who didn't know me was very comforting.
"Ooo I see"
"Hey can I talk to you about this complicated situation going on. I have no one to talk to about this thing and I thought a strangers input would be really helpful" I kinda just blabbered out all the words
"Yes of course, my life's a bit boring so spice it up"
I took a deep breath. "Alright so my childhood best friend who I left seven years ago and I reconnected and caught up on the past few years. And as a child he just made me feel loved and safe, so coming back and spending time with him is making me feel some type of way that I don't really understand. And since we're spending the next few days in this cottage with our families together he kissed me yesterday under the mistletoe and said he was in love with me. and I just ran away but I felt bad so I went to his room and said that I liked him too and wanted him to stay in my life. Which led me to cuddling with him and sleeping in his bed. And then when morning came his friend disrupted our cuddling session and left with him to go to the ski resort but he didn't say anything about our relationship and just left and kissed the top of my head. Was he avoiding me? And now I'm confused, I wanted some clarification on our relationship now, are we a couple now? Are we dating? Are we just friends? I'm just so puzzled about all of this" I never knew I could talk so fast.
Amelia took a sip of her drink and clasped her hands together.
"Darling, it seems like all you need is a talk with him once he gets back. He probably left on a rush like that because he also needed some time to process all of this and reflect on his feelings, so don't stress" she placed a hand on top of mine " now take a few deep breaths, cause you look like you're constipated" we both chuckled
"That made me feel a lot better, thanks!" I smiled
"Sometimes you just need to let it all out, and I bet this guy you speak of sounds amazing, he's probably glad to have you"
I've never really had friends in New York who I could talk to like this. Everyone's always dragging each other down and competing. But she's different she seems like the type who had her life together.
"Thanks again Amelia! I'm really glad I met you today!"
"It was really nice to meet you too. Better than all the bratty girls around here and plus you have more personality than the 25 boyfriends I have"
"TWENTY FIVE BOYFRIENDS" I exclaimed and everyone in the cafe kept staring
"Oh ahaha yeah, I'm basically an attention whore who has commitment issues"
"And I thought you had your life together" I chuckled
"Girly, I have vibrant pink hair and 25 boyfriends what made you think I had my life together ahaha"
For the rest of the evening we got to know each other better and even exchanged socials and numbers.
"So you gotta update me on that lover boy alright" she said as she hugged me
"And you better come visit me in Wandsworth before I leave" I told her breaking the hug
"Qui! I'll get one of my boyfriends to pay for it" she winked and we parted ways
Okay but how does a seventeen year old girl get that many boyfriends smh
And now to face my feelings
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