LONGING

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I badly need soft spoken someone,
My disturbed tides will definitely calm,
I need Professor Pristin in my life,
As bad as it's author wished she can have,
Do you think a dominant as gentle as jasmine?
Could tame a submissive as sting as a chili?
I do think a touch of a fluffy cloud,
Should soften a hard solid ground.
It's true noone can bring back a dead human life,
How 'bout a dead human heart, beating but not loving?
Does a doctor's hand could possibly pump my grey heart?
Or a passionate woman's kiss could coloured my heart?

Dreaming you cupped my cheeks,
wanting you caress my skin,
feeling you snuggle me,
smelling your neck with vanilla perfume,fainting because you're not here.

those eyes, those lips,
those smile, those few lines
I think that's sexy, I think that's attractive
we kissed, we smirk,
we grin, then we pulled away
But myself wanted more, so much more

I saw you in my deepest feelings,
my deepest reflection,
my deepest weakness,
my deepest fear,
But I need to hide it, need to set aside it

When I heard Billie Eillish song,
I played it, I like it
I cringe for it, I love it
'MY FUTURE', my new favorite

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PART of Biliie Ellish song, MY FUTURE:

I know supposedly I'm lonely now (lonely now)
Know I'm supposed to be unhappy
Without someone (someone)
But aren't I someone? (Aren't I someone? Yeah)
I'd (I'd) like to be your answer...

...

But I, I'm in love
With my future
And you don't know her
And I, I'm in love (love, love)
But not with anybody here
I'll see you in a couple years

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This is still dedicated to my favorite story by VLCraven. Damn, that story embarked already in my heart. I incorporate it tomy feelings.

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