"Cut! That's for today! Joong and Nine you did great, see you both on red carpet premiere!" the director said and the crew clapped their hands. It's the last day of their shooting for their movie 'Begin Again'. Joong removed his coat and went to his chair. He's a well-knowned actor with a lot of blockbuster movies and series. He roamed his eyes to see the crew and Nine--- his long time boyfriend and love team. Nine was busy packing his things with the help of his PA. Joong stood up and walking towards Nine when suddenly Nine look at his direction.
"Hey... are you free tonight babe?" Joong asked Nine. Nine smiled at him and nodded. "Yes babe, should i pick you up or we'll go separately?" Nine answered. "Hmm, i want to stay at your condo tonight, is that okay with you?" Joong said. Nine was kinda confused but still agreed to what Joong said.
They both go home from the shooting location separately, Nine is excited to meet Joong late at his condo unit. He cooked and prepare a fine dining like set up. He's excited to spend the night with his boyfriend and won't need to wake up early tomorrow because their shoot was done. He waited for a couple of hours before Joong arrived at his condo unit in BGC.
"Hey babe, i cooked for us!" Nine said excitedly, smile was plastered in his face but slowly fading when he saw Joong's reaction--- he looks sad and lost. "Joong, what wrong? is there a problem?" Nine asked gently. Joong forced a smile and answered Nine "yes babe i'm okay! I bought a your fave babe!" Joong said while handling Nine the strawberry cheesecake he brought. Nine accepted it happily and asked Joong to come inside to for them to eat. They were eating peacefully when suddenly Joong speak, "hmm babe have something to tell you" Joong said. "What is it babe?" Nine asked with a smile on his face. "Hmm nothing haha i forgot what is it" Joong said feeling awkward "silly!" said Nine cheerfully. They continued eating and talking about stuffs,
they decided to watch a movie in netflix. Sitting right next to each other while watching Tune in for Love--- a Korean movie. They are busy watching the film when they both glanced at each other, moving their face close to each other, in a second their lips touches each other. Love, passion and pain is what the kiss felt, a tears fell from Joong's eyes. Nine didn't see the tears, they continue kissing each other until it when deeper.
They are sleeping, Nine's head laying at Joong's shoulder, they made love. Joong suddenly woke up and pick up his things, took a shower and went to Nine to kiss his forehead before he left.
Nine woke up, not finding Joong beside him. He smiled when he saw a breakfast on his bed side table, with a letter on it.
"Hey babe, i don't know how to start this but i think this is the only way i can tell you this. I am sorry Nine, i am sorry for being not brave enough to talk to you about this, i'm sorry if i can't tell you this personally. I'm sorry if can't fight for us, if i can't fight for our love. I love you so much babe but i can't do this anymore... i'm sorry babe, i am really sorry. I was a coward for doing this but i don't want to see you in pain. I asked you yesterday because if you're free to tell you this in person but i can't, i am getting married... to the person i don't love, i got her pregnant. I'm sorry babe if made a mistake, but remember that i love you so much. I understand if you'll be mad at me i deserve the hate, but i wanna really say sorry, i love you babe"
Tears kept on falling from Nine's eyes, he's hurt, so much. He want to scream to free all the pain he's feeling. He didn't that it's the last day he'll be with his love. He's wishing that it's just a dream, a bad dream. He's hoping that it a blink of a second he'll wake up and having Joong by his side.
2 years later...
Walking at a grocery store pushing his cart, he stop at a stall and kinda struggling reaching a bag of chips, when suddenly a hand reached it for him, he looked at the man who got the chips to say his gratitude. "Thank yo---" Nine was taken aback when he saw the face of the guy--- It was Joong, the love of his love. "Hey Nine" Joong said while looking straight at Nine. Nine turn his back to Joong and ready to walk away when joong held his arm. "I'm sorry Nine, for what i've done" said Joong. Nine smiled at him and said "It's okay, i forgive you" Nine answered then tapped Joong shoulder before walking away.
Nine was hurt and mad for what Joong did to him, but he told himself that even he got hurt, Joong still made him happy when they are together. Their love was like a dream, a sad and wild dream.
