Rewrite The Stars (discontinued)

I'M SORRY (PLEASE READ!)

Hello and good day everyone, it's me . I've been trying to find the perfect moment to drop this and it seems to me like today is the day. I'm sad to inform that due to some reasons, I won't be continuing this story anymore. There, I said it. God knows how I've been struggling to write this piece down. I spent a lot of days thinking and revaluating my decision of wanting to terminate this story and I've finally reached a conclusion. Below, are the reasons as in why I am determine to do so:

1) falling out of love

- at first I asked myself, is it even possible for me to do that? I love both of them with all of my heart and they are the only ship so far that has managed to bewitch me this much. When I said I love them, I really mean it. You see, I'm not really the type to develop any sort of affection or tenderness towards anyone or anything let alone two grown adults that apparently have now idea I exist. I like other ships (I only ship the fictional characters together and not the actors in real life) too but I realised things are different for kristsingto. I also ship them in reality, I ship them as kristsingto and not only their fictional characters arthitkongpob. Lately, I've noticed that I started losing interest in both of them and also the ship itself.

- They used to be my muse. They once was the reason why I wake up in the morning. I also used to tell myself "it's okay if nothing works out for you today, at least you still have kristsingto to cheer you up." I watched videos of/about them every single damn day and usually those lift my spirits up and also make me feel giddy all inside. But that part of me has changed as I no longer feel that. The enthusiasm has died together with the passion was once ignited inside of me. These days, I often found myself trying to avoid watching their videos or liking their photos and also scrolling away whenever they are shown in my feed.

2) me slowly growing out of my bl phase

- also, I see this as a part of my growing process. I'm an adult, gonna turn 21 next year and I know, sooner or later I'll eventually get tired of all of these. This is what I loathe about myself, I get bored pretty easily. Same thing happened years ago when I was in my kpop phase. I was mentally distracted for quite a few years cause I was so into it, I barely paid attention to anything else. At that time, I genuinely thought I'll be liking kpop forever but I proved myself wrong. I completely moved on from it and I don't associate myself with any kpop related content/stuff anymore. (yea ik what you're thinking, my pfp is a pic of svt jun, I completely forgot that I have him there and I'm too lazy to change it to something else)

3) other commitments/ responsibilities

- I'm a student who is currently waiting for my bachelor intake. The result is scheduled to be released next week and if I were accepted, as soon as online classes start, all hell will break loose. I won't have time for the story anymore. I'm sure most of my readers are students so you guys prolly understand what I'm tryna say right? Assignments, group projects, papers to write and stuffs are no joke. Also, I have to go through a lot in order to secure a place in that uni so of course I wanna do my very best. I promise myself that I'll give my undivided attention and focus into studying and no more slacking around. Damn, I'm really nervous so wish me luck guys!

4) Things have been rough lately

- Mental health matters right? Mine has went downhill recently and I honestly don't know why. I feel like I've lost myself, the old me, the cheerful me, the smiling me. Writing and reading have always been my way to cope with sadness and push away any negativity in my life but now I find myself sleeping every now and then instead of doing those two things I mentioned above. I'm not really myself and not in the right head to write anything. Besides, my lack of interest for kristingto started a few months ago and I can't really write about something I dislike, do I?

And lastly;

Kristsingto, thousand bows and thanks aren't enough to fully articulate how grateful I am for their existence. I'm very glad I crossed path with sotus that brought me to these two guys I absolutely adore. Both taught me a lot of things and opened both my heart and eyes to trivial matters I often take for granted. They, clearly are the epitome of how a should friendship be like and how crucial it is to have that one friend/partner that supports and believes in you no matter what. I see that one aspect in them. They are polar opposites yet they complete each other so much. Singto accepts Krist's flaws and vice versa. It was heart-warming to watch and is what makes them special, makes them kristsingto and is probably one of so many reasons why I'm drawn to them. It saddens me that it ended up like this. singto is actually my role model and I aspire to be like him; a devoted son and a great student all together. I won't change them for anything in this world. They'll forever have a special place in my heart.

Once again, I apologize for this mess. I'm deeply and truly sorry for everyone that has been waiting for updates of this story. I hope this won't offend anyone in any way. Every time I got notification that says someone has added this story to their reading list, I feel very sinned and guilty; I'm basically being selfish by making you guys wait and not making any decision sooner. I'm very very sorry once again. I hope you'll understand.

I won't be deleting my other completed stories, I would like to keep them as part of me I'll forever cherish. Thank you so much for all of ur support, comments, upvotes goshh I'll eternally be in debt with you guys, my readers. You don't know how much those mean to me!!! I love each and every single one of you. This platform has brought me a lot of opportunities I never thought I'm capable of getting. So thank you, thank you thank you or terima kasih in my language.

Let's meet each other again in better circumstances in the future. Love ya!!

-signing off.