My Little Viking

Some dreams shouldn't come true

Chilleds Pov

        Steven and I just stare at the ceiling for what felt like forever. Thoughts running around my head. Should I have not been so harsh on Minx? What if his dad finds us again? Should we drop out of school? Where do we go from here? My thoughts are interrupted by Steven grabbing my hand, it makes me feel immediately better. All the thoughts seemed to vanish. Replaced by a warm fuzzy feeling. I look over at him, hes smiling up at the ceiling. I just stare at him smiling. After awhile he looks down and meets my gaze, causing both of our faces to turn bright red. God damn I love him so much. Then there a knock on the bedroom door, Steven squeezes my hand as he freezes in fear. He slowly and shakily lets go of mt hand. I get up and open the door. It was Minx, I step out the room closing the door. Steven doesn't need any more stress.

"Yea?" I ask

"I'm leaving for a couple hours." She says before turning and walking off.

I go back into the room, Stevens trying to sit up his face twisted in pain. I run over to the bed laying him back down.

"I wanted to see if you were ok." He says looking up at me with a worried expression.

 "I'm fine" I say, looking at his beautiful green eyes. "I'm gonna go get us some lunch."

"Ok" He says looking away.

I walk out of the room, and too the kitchen. I make us some sandwiches and glasses of water. I have to try to get him to eat. If he doesn't start eating he'll never recover. I hope he doesn't believe that stuff his father told him about 'fags don't eat'. I return to the room, and hand Steven the plate and glass.

"Thanks." he says smiling and taking the food from me.

"Please, eat." I ask. Giving him a pleading look.

He looks down at his sandwich then back at me.

"Please..." I say, practically begging.

He hesitantly picks up the sandwich and takes a bite. He chewed slowly, then struggled to swallow. Then he looked at me giving me a weak smile. I felt horrible. I felt like I was force feeding him, but it was for his own good.

"I'm sorry, but you need to eat." I say looking at my feet

"I know..." He says before taking a drink of water.

I eat my sandwich. I could only get him to take two more bites. I grabbed our plates and took them back to the kitchen. Now we lay in the bed I'm hugging him resting my chin on his head, He's head resting on my chest.

"Sorry I didn't eat more"  He says

"Thetas ok." I say, hugging him tightly.

We lay there for god knows how long, I never want to let him go. I know I'm going to have to at some point, but I don't want to. I want to lay here with him till he feels better. I love him so much.

I layed with him till he fell asleep, then went to the bathroom. Wall I was in the bathroom I herd the front door open and close. Minx must be home. When I leve the bathroom to go back to the room Im stopped by, Ohm?

"What is he doing here?" He asks looking at Minx.

"Just ignore him." She says trying to sound cool. 

I slide past him and go back to the bedroom. I hope they don't come in here, Steven might not be able to handle that. Hopefully they leave before he wakes up. Minx is probably getting shit from Ohm for having me here.

Minxs Pov (WHAT?!)

        Ohm was coming over for dinner tonight, I hope he doesnt see them.

"What is he doing here?" I hear ohm say.... SHIT!

"Just ignore him." I say trying to keep my cool.

I see Anthony slide past him and go back into the bedroom.

"Are you serious!?" He says giving me a confused look. "That's the guy that helped the fag!"

Hurry minx think of an excuse, but don't tell him Stevens here.

"I needed a room mate to help pay the bills." I say not looking at him

"Sure." he says sarcastically

"Ew never." I say sitting down next to him, and grabbing the remote.

Chilleds Pov

        Stevens face is starting to turn back to normal. Maybe he will be able to walk soon. Steven was talking in his sleep again.

"No, its ok. Let me go." He said "You deserve better anyway." I feel my heart brake in too. "Anthony, its not working let me die." *silence* "Its not your fault" *silence* "I love you too"

After that there was just silence. He was dreaming that he died and that I tried to save him. I wanted to wake him so badly, but he needs his sleep. He said I deserved better. He told me to stop trying. I will never let that dream come true, never.